struggles_inc
life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
- Jun 24, 2023
- 273
I'm 22. Moved out. I live alone. Ever since I moved out, relationship with my mom kind of stabilised. It sucked before and it sucks every time we meet at family gatherings.
I know she loves me, but she always expects me to behave exactly how she wants. When I don't, she gives me silent treatment. When I was a kid, it lasted for days, weeks sometimes. And she never missed to show how easily she deals with me not being around. She would nicely chit chat with other people in front of me and pretend I'm not there.
As I said, I moved out. We got into a fight over the phone today. She hung up and blocklisted me. I know I shouldn't bother but it made me cry for some reason just like I used to my whole childhood.
She ignores me often after I snap or yell during an argument. I know I'm in the wrong for yelling, but she doesn't even give me the option to apologise. Sometimes I think she enjoys the sight of me begging her to just talk.
It feels embarrassing being a grown up crying over such stuff.
I know she loves me, but she always expects me to behave exactly how she wants. When I don't, she gives me silent treatment. When I was a kid, it lasted for days, weeks sometimes. And she never missed to show how easily she deals with me not being around. She would nicely chit chat with other people in front of me and pretend I'm not there.
As I said, I moved out. We got into a fight over the phone today. She hung up and blocklisted me. I know I shouldn't bother but it made me cry for some reason just like I used to my whole childhood.
She ignores me often after I snap or yell during an argument. I know I'm in the wrong for yelling, but she doesn't even give me the option to apologise. Sometimes I think she enjoys the sight of me begging her to just talk.
It feels embarrassing being a grown up crying over such stuff.