Story Growing tired

[Inferdan]

It's been a while since I've been depressed, since I've started losing interest in doing the things I used to enjoy, even my beloved drive to draw left a few days ago. I have fought it since last year, and went strongly, repeating in my head that the friends I had needed me to help them through their own issues, since I help calm them and make peace with themselves by reminding them of the good in their life. Thing is, I've started to feel myself drifting from them, even though I'm pretty sure we're not. I was the "creative jokester", as some call me, a week ago, doing the things I normally did to entertain and awe my friends, and weave the story for a DnD group, who say I'm amazing at it. These things help keep me going a little more, but the words are starting to lose meaning. I'm starting to wake even more late then normal, and nearly passed out during the day. School starts in a couple days, and I'm unsure how I'll do. I'm sure I'll grow close again with the groups of friends I'm in, but if this keeps up, my broken mind will soon grow exhausted of even reminding me the good that there is.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I know the feeling all too well. I've lost interest in almost everything I used to love. I sleep as long as possible, I interact with as few people as possible. Words hold no meaning or very little anymore and everything feels black and dark. It's hard, you feel yourself slipping away, you know its happening but you're powerless to stop it. I hope you're able to start school again and find something deep within you to motivate you again. You sound lovely and talented and like a good friend don't succumb to the darkness just yet

 

[Inferdan]

I know the feeling all too well. I've lost interest in almost everything I used to love. I sleep as long as possible, I interact with as few people as possible. Words hold no meaning or very little anymore and everything feels black and dark. It's hard, you feel yourself slipping away, you know its happening but you're powerless to stop it. I hope you're able to start school again and find something deep within you to motivate you again. You sound lovely and talented and like a good friend ❤ don't succumb to the darkness just yet ❤

I'll keep trying my best to fight it, even if the odds are against me. I may win, I may not, what I do wish is that you too may beat back the darkness you hold, for you are a caring spirit that deserves the light this world has to offer. Your words have soothed me a little, and for that, I, if I still am around, will remember you for the rest of my days, for good people are hard to find in a world like this, though this place is comforting and safe. I hope you win your battles, and that you bring back meaning into your life, that is my only wish to you. I hope you are happy again someday, Barbie, and see the good that is in your life currently, no matter how small. Thank you for your words, and I hope mine have done the same for you.