Discussion Got SN and AE, I feel so much better now.

[barelybetter]

After finally getting both I feel that a huge weight has been lifted off my chest. I almost feel happy lol, without even taking them these two have become a better anti-depressant than anything I've been prescribed. Did anyone else feel similar when they finally got what they needed to ctb?

 

[dggtscccvfd]

After finally getting both I feel that a huge weight has been lifted off my chest. I almost feel happy lol, without even taking them these two have become a better anti-depressant than anything I've been prescribed. Did anyone else feel similar when they finally got what they needed to ctb?

Similar feeling when I acquired my SN.

 

[LittleCupcake]

I'll get my SN pretty soon, hopfully. Even just knowing I have a way out makes me feel so much better

 

[Agon321]

Yes, I felt that way too.
I knew I could CTB at any time, which paradoxically made me happier. It's good to know I have a way out. This is normal. Some of the pressure and fear goes away.
Of course, there is also the main antagonist of the whole show: SI :)

Good luck and I'm happy for you (it sounded a bit strange in this context)

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Yes - having a kit makes me feel calmer. Just knowing that it will be way more peaceful than other methods if (or when) I finally get to it.

 

[underthedatetree]

Same. Before it was like being trapped in the burning building with all exits blocked. Now the windows are open.