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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
659
so after binging 3 hours of all sorts of gore, I feel not only completely desensitized but also much less afraid to do it. there's only so many jumps or self-stabbings or shootings I can take before it starts looking like brushing your teeth or showering. like I feel I could get up right now and get to lacerating that pesky carotid. I won't, but the possibility is always there. and it seems so banal and doable...
 
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m1v

m1v

my impermanence
Feb 27, 2023
158
I absolutely dislike gore. I envy you for being capable to watch gruesome deaths while staying so composed & undisturbed.

Seeing something painful & irritating simply makes my skin crawl. I don't want to experience this feeling ever. The only exception would be my ctb, it's the only moment that I would tolerate this kind of pain to be inflicted on me.

Best wishes. Hope you aren't suffering too much, because you clearly don't deserve any of that. xx
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
I love gore. Just not anything that has to do with animals or children. 4chan rekt threads are amazing.
 
magician99

magician99

Member
Jun 11, 2023
97
I only like gore when the one who receives it deserves it.

For example, a dude getting curbstomped because he killed a cat or a dude losing his genitals because he raped someone. Things like this.

When animals, children, or innocent people are involved, I despise it.
 
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loopdaloop

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Apr 16, 2023
323
Watching gore can definitely help mentally prepare you to ctb.
 
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oh_no191

oh_no191

“Is it better to speak or to die?”
Jun 11, 2023
56
I love gore im desensitized to it so it's kinda like showering to me too. I think it's helping me prepare for ctb
 
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Winry

Winry

always sleeping
Feb 22, 2023
97
I can only watch suicide gore now. It's the only category I'm not sick to my stomach thinking about. The desensitization helps me feel more sure about my decision.
 
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