{Goodbye}

[Gorgon]

Hello my loves. I have enjoyed our time here on the island of misfit toys but I'm afraid I must leave you but now without a story to remeber me by. I grew up with very mean parents. My dad would abuse me along with my cousins. My parents emancipated my when I was 14 and so i ran away to start a new life. I had a family and a daughter we had money and friends but I was too broken and people took advantage of me. I ended up as a sex worker and I was sold for 80$ to a man and my daughter was taken but what hurt the most was slowly being abandoned by society. Slowly losing hope as you see less and less people able to look at you. To watch normal people go by with their normal lives ignoring that I existed so they could be happy it killed me long before i could. I got one of the girls to bring me a phone from town so I can use the wifi that they use for the cameras. I was never going to talk to anyone on here but you guys never judged me you loved me for who I am and I cant tell you how much strength that gave me. My name is Emily and I'm going to die tonight in the woods where im locked away but I dont want to be forgotten I dont want my life to just amount to this... something used then thrown away I want to at least make someone smile again and feel cared about so I want to tell you all thank you, thank you so much.

I'll be seeing you
In all the old familiar places
That this heart of mine embraces
All day and through
In that small cafe
The park across the way
The children's carousel
The chestnut trees
The wishing well
I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day
In everything that's light and gay
I'll always think of you that way
I'll find you in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you
I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day
In everything that's light and gay
I'll always think of you that way
I'll find you in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you

Goodbye

 

[Chronicillness]

Safe travels.

 

[painoflife]

I'm so sorry you have been through this

 

[woxihuanni]

Thank you for sharing your story, you are a beautiful person. I wish you safe travel and peace.

 

[hadenoughthanks]

We will remember you Emily. Your story made me so sad.

 

[Stan]

I wish no person would ever go through what you endured. I hope you find your peace.

 

[Astral316]

Rest peacefully

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Thank you for sharing... Smooth sailing. My heart aches but goes out to you.. x

 

[DepressionsAHo]

I don't EVER respond to goodbye posts but this one compelled me
Good night Emily. Rest well in whatever you hope the afterlife to be <3

 

[LonelyLight]

Emily, I am so sorry for all you have gone thru. I wish you peace because you truly deserve it. Please don't feel alone in these last moments, I am praying for you, goodnight x

 

[The.End]

It saddens me beyond words to know that suicide is the path you have decided to go.

I'm sorry life turned out this way. My heart goes out to you. Life just isn't far.

I'll see you soon up there. Good luck o brave one.

Please remember you can cancel or postpone you plan at any time beforehand. There's no pressure or shame in it. Take care

 

[Haku]

Hello my loves. I have enjoyed our time here on the island of misfit toys but I'm afraid I must leave you but now without a story to remeber me by. I grew up with very mean parents. My dad would abuse me along with my cousins. My parents emancipated my when I was 14 and so i ran away to start a new life. I had a family and a daughter we had money and friends but I was too broken and people took advantage of me. I ended up as a sex worker and I was sold for 80$ to a man and my daughter was taken but what hurt the most was slowly being abandoned by society. Slowly losing hope as you see less and less people able to look at you. To watch normal people go by with their normal lives ignoring that I existed so they could be happy it killed me long before i could. I got one of the girls to bring me a phone from town so I can use the wifi that they use for the cameras. I was never going to talk to anyone on here but you guys never judged me you loved me for who I am and I cant tell you how much strength that gave me. My name is Emily and I'm going to die tonight in the woods where im locked away but I dont want to be forgotten I dont want my life to just amount to this... something used then thrown away I want to at least make someone smile again and feel cared about so I want to tell you all thank you, thank you so much.

I'll be seeing you
In all the old familiar places
That this heart of mine embraces
All day and through
In that small cafe
The park across the way
The children's carousel
The chestnut trees
The wishing well
I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day
In everything that's light and gay
I'll always think of you that way
I'll find you in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you
I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day
In everything that's light and gay
I'll always think of you that way
I'll find you in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you

Goodbye

Emily, I am really glad I got to be your friend even if it was just for a short time, and please, dont ever think that I was mad you, I just was upset at the fact that I couldn't save you, but even though I couldn't physically do anything to help you, am glad that you found comfort in my words, and even though you were in the situation you were in, you also gave me words of comfort, you saw something in me that I have always been blinded to, and for that, I am eternally grateful, and please dont be upset with me, but I want to share the words you said to me that got me almost falling to my knees. So I wish you nothing but love and peace, and if there is an afterlife, I hope that I can be able to meet you face to face when my time comes to ctb. If u do see you, I really want to give you a hug. So have a safe trip, and I hope to see you soon.... this is a snapshot of the words Emily wrote for me.

 

[WirriumDank]

I hope you're at peace, wherever you are.

 

[Rachel74]

Peace be with you friend xx

 

[Jean4]

I am not trying to stop you. If it is your time then it is. I just wanted you to know you aren't alone. I have a very similar story and I understand.

If it is your time, I send you love and peace.

 

[SinisterKid]

Fuck, just fuck, this is just so fucking wrong.

Somehow, I just hope you can find the peace and security this life so cruelly denied you.

 

[Sadwind]

I hope you know you're not alone, Emily. Peace will find you <3

 

[Dreamwithinadream]

I'm sorry for everything you've been through. I hope you find peace.

 

[blackflag1]

Here is hoping for a peaceful transition to a happier state of being. Sorry you life on Earth has been so miserable. That was a very sad story and it touched me. Good luck, too bad you cannot take someone that took advantage of you with you.

 

[Boonks]

That was painful to read. I'm so, so sorry. You never deserved this.

 

[Passenger]

Emily, I'm sad that I didn't know you.
But wherever you are, know that when I am looking at the moon or at a tree I will be thinking of you.
Rest well.

 

[Jean4]

I came back to check in. I hope you are at peace.

 

[TowerUpright]

Seriously, my heart breaks for you. You didn't deserve this.

Peace be with you.

 

[Kira]

I couldn't help but shed a tear. I wish the world wasn't so cruel. I hope you're able to find peace within the next.

 

[Return2Dust]

Hello my loves. I have enjoyed our time here on the island of misfit toys but I'm afraid I must leave you but now without a story to remeber me by. I grew up with very mean parents. My dad would abuse me along with my cousins. My parents emancipated my when I was 14 and so i ran away to start a new life. I had a family and a daughter we had money and friends but I was too broken and people took advantage of me. I ended up as a sex worker and I was sold for 80$ to a man and my daughter was taken but what hurt the most was slowly being abandoned by society. Slowly losing hope as you see less and less people able to look at you. To watch normal people go by with their normal lives ignoring that I existed so they could be happy it killed me long before i could. I got one of the girls to bring me a phone from town so I can use the wifi that they use for the cameras. I was never going to talk to anyone on here but you guys never judged me you loved me for who I am and I cant tell you how much strength that gave me. My name is Emily and I'm going to die tonight in the woods where im locked away but I dont want to be forgotten I dont want my life to just amount to this... something used then thrown away I want to at least make someone smile again and feel cared about so I want to tell you all thank you, thank you so much.

I'll be seeing you
In all the old familiar places
That this heart of mine embraces
All day and through
In that small cafe
The park across the way
The children's carousel
The chestnut trees
The wishing well
I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day
In everything that's light and gay
I'll always think of you that way
I'll find you in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you
I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day
In everything that's light and gay
I'll always think of you that way
I'll find you in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you

Goodbye

I want to give you a hug. Thank you, Emily, for your bravery in sharing your story. You didn't deserve the cards you were dealt. I wish you a peaceful transition.

 

[okaoki]

Emily , i hope you at peace now.

 

[wanttodie]

I hope you're at peace

 

[less than]

What a sad and affecting story. And it's sad that you didn't found another way out. Emily I hope you'll find your peace now.

 

[sanction]

Thanks for sharing your story and beautiful poem. Hope you're at peace. Much love

 

[Sunset764]

Your poem is so beautiful. I hope that you find your peace.