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unoriginalnick

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Aug 10, 2023
15
Well, This is the end I suppose I don't believe this post will get much attention before I can no longer respond but I am sick of both my shitty life and well myself. I know I'm a fairly new member of this website so this is not particularly special but I thank this website for providing me with those that I can relate too. At approximately 12:00 I plan to drive of a Cliff somewhere in the mountains I originally was going to overdoes but i fear that someone will use Narcan again and this could look more like an accident.
Thank you all for being so great
 
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nicotine_goblin

Student
Aug 28, 2023
197
Farewell friend, I hope you pass without suffering and find peace. I'm sorry life brought you to this
 
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BurgundySnap

Sick of being sick
Jul 19, 2023
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Hello, unoriginalnick,

I am very sorry that things had to come to this for you. I am wishing you the best in your method.
Farewell, may you find better things than what you had here.
 
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Serial Experi Pain

Serial Experi Pain

I hate me more :P
Sep 12, 2023
126
I truly wish life had treated you better...
I hope you face no suffering... I'm truly sorry this world was so hurtful and harsh.
 
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unoriginalnick

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Aug 10, 2023
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Well, I'm going to begin the drive about an hour early so i can blow all my money An exorbitant amount of debt could probably stop SI. I'll reply when i can.
 
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XdragonsoulX

Vengeance Incarnate
Apr 13, 2022
166
Wishing you safe travels on your journey to the unknown
 
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Dr. Henjin

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Sep 23, 2023
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Good luck friend. I've also been considering blowing all my money, I imagine it may make things easier.
 
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unoriginalnick

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Aug 10, 2023
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thank you all for your support if maps is correct I'll be at my final destination in a hour.
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Best wishes for all going well. Hope things work out as you wish, weary traveller.
 
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lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
wishing you peace and ease friend đź–¤ good luck no matter what outcome. we're here for you and hear you
 
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betternever2havbeen

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Jun 19, 2022
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I'm sorry to hear you are planning on leaving so soon after joining the site and we didn't get to know you better-if you change your mind we're always here to support you. There is no shame in backing out if it's not the right time or place. Having said all that this is your life and your choice and I respect that and know everyone will be with you all the way whatever decision you make.
 
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Clasrink

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Sep 16, 2023
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Goodbye friend, best of luck
 
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unoriginalnick

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Aug 10, 2023
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Well I'm here and surprisingly scared. I've just been sitting in my car drinking the most expensive alcohol I could buy. I can't go back because of debt but a small part of me wishes I tried to adapt instead of committing suicide
 
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absolutelyyou

absolutelyyou

peaceful
Jul 26, 2023
168
If there is still a part of you not wanting life to be over for you then maybe this is not the right time, debt or not? No matter what you do I hope you find and know peace.
 
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let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
i wonder what they spent the money on? i hope it was a lot of fun and made things less painful
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Best time now to just sit quietly, have a drink, see where you're at in your life, maybe.
 
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unoriginalnick

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Aug 10, 2023
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Well I'm going to delete this account so that SS is not deemed responsible farewell people
 
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lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
Well I'm here and surprisingly scared. I've just been sitting in my car drinking the most expensive alcohol I could buy. I can't go back because of debt but a small part of me wishes I tried to adapt instead of committing suicide
what kind of booze?
 
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F3orbetter

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May 21, 2023
4
Well I'm here and surprisingly scared. I've just been sitting in my car drinking the most expensive alcohol I could buy. I can't go back because of debt but a small part of me wishes I tried to adapt instead of committing suicide
The idea of ctb via crash is terrifying to me..the thought of living through it & becoming even more disabled is my version of super hell.

No one should be in such a desperate state. I'm sorry you're going through so much.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,248
I wish you all the best. Safe travels. I hope you find peace! Farewell!
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Farewell, I wish you the best of luck with your plans and I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.
 
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Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Wishing you well friend whatever you decide to do.

Apparently driving off a cliff happens a lot in parts of California. The parents and two young children survived in this Tesla.
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chuerdhmproton

Mr. Water Pig
Sep 9, 2023
200
I wonder if OP did it in the end, he was expressing some feelings of doubt. Regardless, whatever choice OP made, I hope he is at peace and no longer suffering.
 
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ItsMeUnique

No beauty shines brighter than that of a good hear
Sep 28, 2023
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I wonder if he did it as well! But if he did, i hope everything went smoothly and the way he wanted it! I hope he is at peace!
 
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