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Brayu
Student
- Sep 14, 2021
- 192
I'm not going to die today, in fact I do it on Friday (11/05/2021), I'm going to drink about 500ml of soy sauce (maybe it looks like an accident, but it's already twice the lethal dose) and my determination can make it work , or else I don't know anymore... I'm well aware of the "side effects"
Anyway, I don't have money for anything else... It's either that or nothing else. If it works out and you still find out the truth, I can't do ANYTHING...
For society (at least those who live closely) I was nothing... basically a 23-year-old man, single, unemployed, with bipolar disorder and full of recent mourning. Maybe he has heart problems (the first EKG indicates something along these lines, so maybe the sodium will get the job done...).
I was much more than I am today, because today I am just a anguished heart and an unproductive individual... although I know that I did the best I could for those within my reach...
Thanks again to this community for having listened to me and supported me for a while, I know that I will hardly have people who understand me like that outside the site (if I survive).
I just made this post to thank you and announce that I will be deactivating the account in the next few hours.
Anyway, I don't have money for anything else... It's either that or nothing else. If it works out and you still find out the truth, I can't do ANYTHING...
For society (at least those who live closely) I was nothing... basically a 23-year-old man, single, unemployed, with bipolar disorder and full of recent mourning. Maybe he has heart problems (the first EKG indicates something along these lines, so maybe the sodium will get the job done...).
I was much more than I am today, because today I am just a anguished heart and an unproductive individual... although I know that I did the best I could for those within my reach...
Thanks again to this community for having listened to me and supported me for a while, I know that I will hardly have people who understand me like that outside the site (if I survive).
I just made this post to thank you and announce that I will be deactivating the account in the next few hours.