• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block.

Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

October will cure me
Jan 5, 2025
1,279
I've been planning this ever since my fuck up with the PC SN last time . KN and some asphyxiation should be enough to get me on the bus. I can't give a date incase someone tries to stop me , and if they do ill never talk to them again...
I have a strong feeling this might be the one as long as I don't puke early on , which I doubt I'll do with some dramamine a hour before.

I miss a lot of great people on here ... @Lily6759, @RoseGirl , @evanesent_eva, @MercenariesofMidgar, and a few others whose accounts are no longer active.

But to the people who are still alive and have been keeping me going this far... thank you. This includes @Dante_ ,@katara ,and @Namelesa ... the three of you made it easier to try but sadly it's not enough for people like us ... and I'm sorry.

I've suffered long enough... lost more then most humans can bare.
I'll still be on here for a few more days or so but once I take everything I'll make a comment saying im leaving... thank you everyone .
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Aww..
Reactions: Dante_, tiltedcompass, lunar02102009 and 27 others
darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,749
I am very sorry for your suffering, I hope you find the peace you deserve
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: MissAbyss, Emerita, Blueberry Panic and 1 other person
Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
366
Wishing you peace
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: darksouls, Blueberry Panic and Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
105
I recently became a member on SaSu, but I have been reading many of your posts Blueberry Panic in the past few months. I will miss your posts once you are gone, but I won't try to stop you, or talk you out of it as that would do nothing but prolong your torment.

May you finally find the peace that awaits you at the end of this road. I hope you are utterly released from all the physical and psychological torment you have so bravely carried.:heart:
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: woodlandcreature, Ashu, darksouls and 1 other person
Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · A Terrible Product
Sep 21, 2024
2,383
Thank you for thanking me, tho i don't think i deserve it that much.

Whatever you choose or happens, i hope you can escape the pain of this world, one way or another.
 
  • Love
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: woodlandcreature, Ashu, YandereMikuMistress and 3 others
Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
345
I'm sorry it has come to this but glad that your suffering will end. I hope you find peace.
 
  • Love
Reactions: woodlandcreature, Blueberry Panic and darksouls
MissAbyss

MissAbyss

"Yada, yada, yada..."
Jul 20, 2025
283
✨️ Wishing you eternal peace ✨
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: X-sanguinate86, darksouls and Blueberry Panic
P

peewee

Member
Oct 16, 2025
76
I'm sorry your leaving, sending lots of love xx
 
  • Love
Reactions: woodlandcreature and darksouls
D

Dark Mood

Member
Oct 3, 2025
21
I hope you will find eternal peace
 
  • Love
Reactions: darksouls and Blueberry Panic
V

vig919

The difficulty factor is disappointing
Oct 13, 2025
36
I've only been here for a short while. But I appreciate the help that you've given me and I feel your pain. I do hope you find the peace that we are all looking for.
 
  • Love
Reactions: darksouls and Blueberry Panic
woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
42
First, thank you for helping me out a bit. I'm sorry for all of the suffering you've gone through. You don't deserve it. I truly hope you find the peace and rest you're looking for. I'll miss seeing you around, but I respect your decision and am sure I'm not too far behind you. Whatever happens, I'll be thinking of you. Thanks again <3
 
  • Love
Reactions: darksouls and Blueberry Panic
katara

katara

tiktok.com/@katara3250
Mar 17, 2022
553
I don't even know what to say to this. I feel like I should leave this forum too because nobody wants me here. I remember we met in the general chat and it's been nice talking with you. You can always message me on discord if you need to reach me

adventure time love GIF
 
  • Love
Reactions: darksouls and Blueberry Panic
I

itsgone2

Arcanist
Sep 21, 2025
423
Wishing you peace with whatever you decide.
 
  • Love
Reactions: darksouls and Blueberry Panic

Similar threads

ringo99
Replies
34
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
deathisapanacea
D
F
Replies
1
Views
140
Recovery
timf
T
shediedatsea
Replies
60
Views
4K
Suicide Discussion
shediedatsea
shediedatsea
MyShadow
Replies
22
Views
809
Suicide Discussion
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮