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ctb-soon

ctb-soon

Student
Jul 12, 2023
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I am bias to a delayed post. For me it's a way to write a suicide note to friends I only know through forums and games.

All I need to know now is someone to send it too.
 
saddestbunny

saddestbunny

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Feb 16, 2023
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there's a way to change when the thread will be posted on this site itself, correct? sorry if I misunderstood
 
ctb-soon

ctb-soon

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Jul 12, 2023
166
there's a way to change when the thread will be posted on this site itself, correct? sorry if I misunderstood
More a question what is your preference and how you want to express your last words.
 
Shaylla1998

Shaylla1998

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Jul 9, 2023
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I have no preference for either option. I find no compelling reason to justify my actions to others. This world, in its current state, lacks the capacity to comprehend or appreciate our perspective, making any attempt at explanation futile and draining of time and energy.
 
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saddestbunny

saddestbunny

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Feb 16, 2023
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More a question what is your preference and how you want to express your last words.
I'll probably just do a goodbye thread here when I'm ready - I have a note to leave for family maybe a flash drive with stuff not entirely sure yet
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Delayed email to solicitor with notes to family/ friends attached- in case police don't pass them on. Likely a delayed thread here too. I always liked the idea of a goodbye thread here for the support. I'm sure it's lonely and scary to be totally on your own doing it. Still, any mention of doing it beforehand seems risky in a way. Plus, I don't want Sasu to be open anywhere when they discover me- if I ever have the guts to do it that is.
 
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hunterfla

hunterfla

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Sep 13, 2022
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I have no preference for either option. I find no compelling reason to justify my actions to others. This world, in its current state, lacks the capacity to comprehend or appreciate our perspective, making any attempt at explanation futile and draining of time and energy.
Same. No matter what you write, people will think/assume what they want to anyway. I figure if nobody cared about what I had to say or how I felt while I was alive, why bother telling them after I'm gone?

Also, in my experience, I have never heard someone say "Thank God they left a note, now I feel at peace and have the answers I need."
 
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