Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
I don't think/ even know the last time I was on here but my life has FINALLYYYYY gotten better.
Back in April, triggered by events around my EX and S.A. I experienced horrible sleep paralysis but also I stopped smoking and drinking so that could've triggered it.
Anyway, after reconnecting with my brother and stuff and having a friend actually support me through suicidality and connecting with other neurodivergent people...
I am no longer suicidal and haven't experienced it since like early summer and know a lot more of my triggers and stuff now.
Y'all I'm not alone anymore. My family is supporting me and things are justtt wayy better. Ima keep my account up bc one never knows but I don't plan on killing myself like ever. I plan on building a life. It is not ever easy but its def worth it to try.
I hope everyone on here is able to find some solstice and like healing.
Love you all and thank you for everyone that supported me at my lowest.
Back in April, triggered by events around my EX and S.A. I experienced horrible sleep paralysis but also I stopped smoking and drinking so that could've triggered it.
Anyway, after reconnecting with my brother and stuff and having a friend actually support me through suicidality and connecting with other neurodivergent people...
I am no longer suicidal and haven't experienced it since like early summer and know a lot more of my triggers and stuff now.
Y'all I'm not alone anymore. My family is supporting me and things are justtt wayy better. Ima keep my account up bc one never knows but I don't plan on killing myself like ever. I plan on building a life. It is not ever easy but its def worth it to try.
I hope everyone on here is able to find some solstice and like healing.
Love you all and thank you for everyone that supported me at my lowest.