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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
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Ok so i have started my protocol
Already took the meto, 3x40mg propa, 600mg ibuprofen 12mg bromazepam and 10mg diazepam and 4mg tizanidine.
In 30 min will take numbning spry and the 25g of sn and then a lot of benzos diaolved in water.
It is insane how calm i am, i dont even feel the resltless from the meto.
If i am lucky enough i will avoide puke and pass out real quick given the absurs amount of benzos i will take, and some more tizanidine.
I am taking sn in 20 minutes.
After the sn i will take the crushed brnzos and more numbning srpay and lay down.
12hs food fasting, 4 líquid.
You have my protocol in another thread.
I really need my peace and relief from physical suffer, not mental.
Again, i cant believe how calm i am, my pulse is at 70 while prepairing the SN.
I wont be posting updates.
Whish me luck and a painless and swift passing.
Love you all
@GhostCat25 sending love bro
 
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indianachrome

indianachrome

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Nov 1, 2025
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thinking of you now dalemar...Wishing you peace and comfort no matter what you decide to do
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

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Sep 17, 2025
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bet it'll be extremely peaceful and seamless. rest easy!

Cat Love GIF by NGcorpvtc
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Student
Jul 27, 2024
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I wish you safe passage. Good luck friend.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
455
If you dont hear about me in a week or 2, i ll be at peace
 
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kurgan

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
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Good luck 🙏 what is your physical suffering if you don't mind me asking?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,205
I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 
Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
574
Good luck dalemar. I wish you the best. Thank you for your contributions here. :)
 
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soul2realm

Member
Oct 12, 2025
166
Take care fellow passenger, get to your destination safely and happily. Loads of blessings.
 
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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see ya, dalemar~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~
 
BillyBob

BillyBob

Student
Jun 14, 2018
199
Safe travels and wishing you a peaceful passing. Hope all goes well.
 

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