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mango000

mango000

wants to sleep forever
Nov 12, 2024
53
ive decided that ive waited long enough, and im finally ready to go. tomorrow at noon will be when i finally ctb. i wont go into much detail about my method here, but i made a post earlier this week about it that you can find if youre curious. seeing all the things that would lie ahead for me in the future if i were to stay alive, i know with complete certainty that this is the path i want to take. im finally ready to be free.

i have a lot of wonderful memories that im so grateful for, im sure that my head will be completely filled with them when it comes time for me to ctb. i think that im gonna feel really happy and at peace when i go ^-^

im feeling very optimistic about my attempt, i dont see it going wrong and im very confident everything will work out for me. id really like to thank everyone on this site, you are all incredibly kind people, anyone who has supported during the time ive spent here i want you to know i appreciate it more than you could ever know.

ill leave you with one of my favorite songs, im planning on listening to it while i ctb. i think its kind of fitting ^-^



im gonna go to the store now and buy my fav ice cream for my last meal heheh ^-^

i hope you all find the peace youre looking for. you deserve it, even if you think you dont 💗
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
298
I hope you can find the peace and happiness you're looknig for.
 
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Tonic_Secrecy

Tonic_Secrecy

Hey, are you looking for the bus to?
Jan 18, 2025
50
That's a beautiful song to listen to on your way out I'll add it to my playlist I wish you eternal peace Godspeed.
 
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Jadeith

Member
Jan 14, 2025
84
i hope for painless journey for you.
 
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
180
Hope you find everything you're looking for mango. 💚
 
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human909

human909

I just want peace
Dec 30, 2024
428
I wish you good luck and hope you find the peace you've been looking for.
 
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MidnightCat

MidnightCat

Still 3 more lives to go.
Jan 1, 2023
255
I'm sorry to hear that, I hope you find peace whatever path you end up taking.

Beautiful song btw.
 
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before20

before20

I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Jan 28, 2025
14
Will definitely be adding that song to my playlist. Thank you for sharing.

I hope you enjoy your meal and your last day.
 
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parasite_eve

parasite_eve

Between life and death; a secret third thing.
Jan 3, 2025
141
Wishing you peace come what may <3

The thoughtfulness and serenity of your words are inspiring to me as I reflect on what lies ahead
 
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OptingOutSmiling

OptingOutSmiling

Experienced
Nov 25, 2024
281
Goodbye mango, thank you for having been a kind member of this community and leaving us with the song as reminder. May you also find the well-deserved peace you wish for us. Enjoy your final moments and last ice cream, sending you love.
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

Harpy
Dec 5, 2024
89
I hope everything goes as you planned, and you can achieve peace and tranquility. A big hug for you.
 
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ForgottenDreams

ForgottenDreams

Running away from pain
Jan 28, 2025
4
I hope you find peace. Good luck
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,536
wishing you peace and relief. we're here with you. 🫂🫂🫂🤍
 
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soonnotkoei

soonnotkoei

got my foot in the grave
Sep 24, 2024
143
wishing you a peaceful journey. also great choice on the song, i can tell thought was put behind it. peace and love.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
40,062
I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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longtime_lurker_123

longtime_lurker_123

Member
Sep 6, 2024
8
May your plans unfold smoothly and bring you peace.
 
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melonpan

Member
Sep 9, 2024
29
I absolutely love siinamota and his songs, especially Shoujo A
I hope the world after treats you better than this one and you can finally say you found peace
 
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Surai

Surai

Experienced
Mar 26, 2024
222
please, please fly and find peace of all peaces 🕊️
 
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depressed-pos

depressed-pos

sadboi
Jan 29, 2025
25
may you finally find peace and eternal rest <3
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,873
May you find peace and eternal rest from this horrible world. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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mango000

mango000

wants to sleep forever
Nov 12, 2024
53
I absolutely love siinamota and his songs, especially Shoujo A
I hope the world after treats you better than this one and you can finally say you found peace
shoujo a is my other favorite :D
 

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