Goodbye, I am leaving.

[Daystavro]

I asked to be banned a few days ago.
This led to people thinking I was some kind of scammer.
So I asked the mods to cancel my ban because I wanted to comeback and explain why I asked to be banned in the first place.

The thing is this:
I enjoy the community here but really there's no point for me to stay on the website anymore.
I know what I need to do to end this nightmare that my life has become , and that is of course to ctb.
That's the only solution.
Because I am 26 male and have no gf (because of my social anxiety) and no financial future and I hate living here in my country .
And I know how to do it - Carbon Monoxide poisoning using charcoals in the car.
And I know when I need to do it - once my semester ends, sometime in February 2019.
So at this point, this website is a distraction for me.
I am determined and I want to be focused.
So I thank you all, this is a wonderful community of kind people.
In a few hours i'll ask to get banned again by the mods.

 

[Jon86]

Why not just not use the account?

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

There's an apology thread for you somewhere, people realised you weren't anyone bad

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/an-apology-to-daystavro.8079/

 

[Daystavro]

There's an apology thread for you somewhere, people realised you weren't anyone bad

Yeah thanks BaconCheeseburger.
I saw that thread and I appreciate @TiredHorse for apologizing to me and explaining what happened.
But I still wanted to explain myself by my own words.

 

[Daystavro]

Why not just not use the account?

It's something symbolic.
I know myself, if the account will still be active I will be tempted to come back here.

 

[Jen Erik]

Wish you the best.

 

[Lara Francis]

I asked to be banned a few days ago.
This led to people thinking I was some kind of scammer.
So I asked the mods to cancel my ban because I wanted to comeback and explain why I asked to be banned in the first place.

The thing is this:
I enjoy the community here but really there's no point for me to stay on the website anymore.
I know what I need to do to end this nightmare that my life has become , and that is of course to ctb.
That's the only solution.
Because I am 26 male and have no gf (because of my social anxiety) and no financial future and I hate living here in my country .
And I know how to do it - Carbon Monoxide poisoning using charcoals in the car.
And I know when I need to do it - once my semester ends, sometime in February 2019.
So at this point, this website is a distraction for me.
I am determined and I want to be focused.
So I thank you all, this is a wonderful community of kind people.
In a few hours i'll ask to get banned again by the mods.

Good luck daystavro

 

[Circles]

I hope you find what you're looking for bro. You're welcome here anytime. Thank you for being my friend. Tootles.

 

[Empty Smile]

Good luck bud. Hope everything works the way you hope for.

 

[Dead Meat]

I wish you all the best Daystavro and hope everything works out for you.

 

[TiredHorse]

Farewell, Daystavro. I'm sorry I was a prick and flagged you as a scammer. My paranoia got the better of me, and I will always regret that.

I hope your bus comes as you have planned, and that you have an easy journey to a more peaceful place.

 

[TAW122]

Welcome back briefly @Daystavro, I hope you are able to focus on the task at hand, and succeed when the time comes next year.

 

[BurningLights]

I wish you all the best in your future actions my friend. I hope your time between now and then is easy on you, and that your soul finds peace.

 

[thickly_settled]

Wish you luck.