Goodbye fellow sufferers, the bus conductor is calling my name

[1000winds]

it's been a long time coming. somewhere in my miserable existence i always knew i would die at my own hand. i am in a guesthouse now and in about 1 hour i will be taking my sn juice. SI is quite calm which is surprising. maybe it is meant to be.
this is the regime i followed

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/1000winds.41416/

 

[Un-]

It's time to rest now. You won't suffer anymore. If you ever want to back out, that's okay too.

Farewell, lovely stranger.

 

[1000winds]

those who are going to add propranolol to the mix there's no need to crush. the pills dissolved in 10 minutes

 

[almaranthine]

Wishing you peace and as little pain as possible. Thank you for sharing your parting thoughts with us here. I take it you know what to do if, for whatever reason, you change your mind.

 

[Maríasp]

you decide, but you can't give yourself another chance? A kiss and a big hug!!

 

[madebrief]

🕯

 

[Made4TV]

I'm sorry you're in this situation. I believe in your right to self-determination and if this is the right path then I hope it's a peaceful exit. And if you decide to let this bus pass by, you can always catch another one later. No shame in delaying.

 

[fastFWD]

i'm sad and happy for you at the same time. always heartbreaking to see these posts but wishing things could change for the better for you somehow. If you go, wishing you a peaceful journey and end to your suffering.

 

[1000winds]

i decided not to take the antacid. i'm scared ill vomit with all these drugs. i am at peace with my decision. thanks everyone
thanks for keeping me company guys. i took 6 lorazepams and i dont feel sleepy yet. in 2 minutes ill take the sn

 

[Euthanza]

Peace be upon you, farewell

 

[hopelessgirl]

safe travels <3

 

[1000winds]

i have also changed into pyjamas incase i wake up in my filth.. and have to go to the hospital. i am crossing my fingers i dont wake up.

 

[No blackangel]

Wish you the best

 

[1000winds]

just took the propranolol sn cocktail. so far so good. salty and somewhat bitter as expected

 

[madebrief]

Hope you're feeling ok.

 

[thebunny]

farewell, fellow bus rider. i hope you'll have a peaceful journey ahead. see you on the other side!

 

[Tesha]

Wishing you a safe and peaceful journey

 

[Venus13]

Farewell, wishing you peace in your release from this world

 

[MidnightDream]

Rest in peace, friend <3

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[StolenLife]

Goodbye. I wish you peace.

 

[Looking4Answers]

Good journey

 

[Hope:-)]

So much love to you xxx

 

[lionetta12]

I hope you find the peace and comfort that you are looking for, regardless of the outcome.

 

[Shivali]

 

[FuneralCry]

Goodbye, I wish you freedom from this cruel existence.

 

[outrider567]

Rest In Peace

 

[iltloml]

Hopefully you had a safe journey to the other side

 

[flightless bird]

It's been more than 3 hours since her last post. I wonder if she made it. I'm just so sad, hope she's in a better place.

 

[farakini]

I hope you were greeted with the love and peace u desired. Be free and happy.