goodbye cruel world lol

[lucmucpuc]

i drank my SN and already vomited. the taste is horrible. HORRRIBLE. and my stomach hurts, and it burned my throat. i dont have it in me to drink a second glass.
my hands are shaking and my head hurts. i wish i didnt have to do this. ill miss him i hope he can forgive me one day.
if it doesnt work ill post tomorrow morning.
if it works, i left a note to my sibling to delete my account here.
love you guys, this forum was there for me when no one else was. hope we all find peace one day :)

ps i vomited again and stomach ache is awful and i cant feel my legs anymorw


i still didnt lost cconsciousness ans its been 6mins breathing is so hard i wish someone was hre to hug me snd tell me its slright :((

 

[dz.bouquet]

Sending a digital hug

 

[Kurai]

stay strong and hope all goes well for you

 

[escape_from_hell]

Whatever happens, I wish peace for you.

 

[kiki <3]

hugging you as hard as i can. i really wish it didn't come to this.

 

[lucmucpuc]

its been about 40 mins i vomited 7 times and nothing is happening but i cant get up i cant breathe in deeply and my stomach feels on fire
drinkinf my second glass

 

[notahappygirl]

its been about 40 mins i vomited 7 times and nothing is happening but i cant get up i cant breathe in deeply and my stomach feels on fire
drinkinf my second glass

You are so strong!! Hope you are free of pain soon!

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

its been about 40 mins i vomited 7 times and nothing is happening but i cant get up i cant breathe in deeply and my stomach feels on fire
drinkinf my second glass

I am sending you the biggest virtual hug

 

[lucmucpuc]

i dknt know how people died peacefully with this im just fuckinf vomiting and i fasted for 20hours theres nothing in my stomach

 

[kiki <3]

:( my heart is breaking reading this, i am so sorry. i wish i could be with you there

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

i dknt know how people died peacefully with this im just fuckinf vomiting and i fasted for 20hours theres nothing in my stomach

did you take an AE?

 

[lucmucpuc]

did you take an AE?

i followed all the rules

 

[notahappygirl]

Do you feel like passing out ?

 

[lucmucpuc]

:( my heart is breaking reading this, i am so sorry. i wish i could be with you there

thanj you i reslly want to die while someones hugging me i love hugs :(((

Do you feel like passing out ?

im dizzy now yes

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I'm sorry for the pain you are going through we are all here for you, I'm sorry I'm not there physically

 

[Jon Arbuckle]

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I hope you can find peace.

 

[lucmucpuc]

csnt feek my arms now and my hesrt is so slow im sleepy i took more xanax and ae as well
i dont likr this ss a method

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

csnt feek my arms now and my hesrt is so slow im sleepy i took more xanax and ae as well
i dont likr this ss a method

it sounds like its working, I'm so sorry you had to go through this. wishing you find the peace you seek

 

[lucmucpuc]

everxthinf hurtd my ehole body hurts i keel vomitkng my exes sre cloding tho i regret thid

 

[kiki <3]

i am so fucking sad over this especially over your last message.
i wish we could all be there with you to do something, this is terrible.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

i'm so sorry that you're in this much pain

 

[justpathetic]

everxthinf hurtd my ehole body hurts i keel vomitkng my exes sre cloding tho i regret thid

If you truly regret it call emergency if you can or force yourself to throw up more. I'm so sorry I hope you find your peace either way.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

Well this is deeply disturbing .
I hope OP is at peace now and
I will scratch SN method off my list.

 

[maniac116]

Love & peace to you in your transition.
If you're still with us & need help please call emergency services!

 

[sadlittleman32]

Rest in peace…I am really rethinking sn method now…this was a real eye opener!

 

[Kurai]

Peace to you but please call for help if you regret it :(

 

[Trav1989]

Well this is deeply disturbing .
I hope OP is at peace now and
I will scratch SN method off my list.

I'm still going through with it, going to down both glasses and even if I suffer for an hour it's a small price to pay for an end to lifelong pain. Mine will be here in a week and I won't have to deal with this intolerable existence any longer.

Wishing you profound peace OP, you deserve it and so does everyone whether it's in this life or after.

 

[TenThousandTrees]

Good grief, rest well poor soul. You didn't deserve this pain.

 

[seppuku404]

I wish you the best OP, be it managing to get help in time if you truly regret it or resting in peace if that truly is your wish.
Sending a caring hug virtually.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

I'm still going through with it, going to down both glasses and even if I suffer for an hour it's a small price to pay for an end to lifelong pain. Mine will be here in a week and I won't have to deal with this intolerable existence any longer.

Wishing you profound peace OP, you deserve it and so does everyone whether it's in this life or after.

You have a point. I'm sorry your life has come to this point Mine has too. I wish you all the best on your journey out of existence.