As a child, I used to try so hard to make my father love me or be proud of me, and used to make cards and do lots of other things on Father's Day, but my father remained emotionally and verbally abuse, and till now I'm stuck with him. Seeing all the stories/statuses on Father's Day makes me a lil mad and I find such self-pity disgusting, others aren't responsible for my situation, they deserve to enjoy time with their father and all that, but at this day of the year, I do feel pangs of jealousy and all I can try to do is get rid of this feeling~ it's awful to be envious like this.