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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
So I received some good news yesterday. I currently live in a care home but I had a meeting yesterday and they said I *might* get out early next year. I will finally get to CTB with SN!

Truth be told, I'm scared as fuck. I've been thinking about CTB so much it has started to scare me. Maybe I should've done it impulsively.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
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So I received some good news yesterday. I currently live in a care home but I had a meeting yesterday and they said I *might* get out early next year. I will finally get to CTB with SN!

Truth be told, I'm scared as fuck. I've been thinking about CTB so much it has started to scare me. Maybe I should've done it impulsively.
 
madebrief

madebrief

Experienced
Jul 4, 2022
250
Ah wow, how long have you been in a care home for and do you have any idea where you might be going to?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,760
At least you will have the option of a way to exit for when the time is right but it's understandable as to why you have some fear as after all ctb is not always easy. Finally leaving this world behind can certainly be difficult. It must had been awful being trapped in that situation, I wish you freedom.
 
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Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
Ah wow, how long have you been in a care home for and do you have any idea where you might be going to?
I'll be moving to my own home hopefully. But I'll probably ctb after a week or two.
 
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