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Spetsnaz

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Sep 12, 2022
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I was thinking of cyanide. But that would be painful. I live with family and I can't use co from a grill without raising alarm. I have never attempted suicide in the past so don't quote me on this, but I feel as though I've exhausted every last option there is and this is my only choice.
 
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Mofreeko

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
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New member claims they have access to cyanide. Seems legit.
 
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IntoTheLight

Member
Oct 11, 2022
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Apple seeds, apricot pits, et cetera.
Sorry but that's not going to work. You'd need a completely ridiculous amount of apples for that. Wish it would be that easy.
 
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Spetsnaz

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Sep 12, 2022
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Sorry but that's not going to work. You'd need a completely ridiculous amount of apples for that. Wish it would be that easy.
Goddamnit, now I'm gonna have to do some painful shit like breaking my neck with a belt and a doorknob instead of just leaving this world peacefully. I'll have to wait until I know the pain will be worth it and just do it then. Because I am not going to bleed myself to death. This is what happens when you take away people's right to choose, you create a slave society where the living envy the fucking dead.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand how you feel. I hate this cruel nightmare world where they make it as difficult as possible for us to die. Only those who are really lucky die a peaceful death. I always envy those who have died as they are free from everything, they cannot suffer anymore. I wish you freedom.
 
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counting-out-time

Just “hanging around”
Oct 10, 2022
313
I tried to get cyanide but heard you can only get it from a lab? I had a weird idea of a potion of weed killer and fly spray mixed together but that's probably asking for vomiting everywhere
You need to read the mega threads. When I joined I thought I had no ideas but after a few days it turned out that this site was like a Haynes manual but for going to the other side
 

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