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Arvind

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Dec 2, 2019
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I have been here only for a week. i came here to know more about hanging but learned about sn and i am now using it to ctb. First of all i am forced to do this because of my health condition. I know my parents love me so much and this will be a shock to them. but sorry papa mamma i have no other choice. this world has been so cruel to me. its my fate i dont want to have a suffering life knowing that i can never be happy again and can give only sorrows to all those who loves me.. i dont want u to see my sufferings anymore..so goodbye cruel world.. i should have done it earlier i am too late now.. i will be alone this full night so doing it now.. have mixed 40g of sn in 100ml.. i doubt the purity so taking higher quantity. no other medicines taken. has some chocolates to eat after drinking..fasting for the last 12 hours...thanks for ur support and admin ban me if u do not see me again here for the next 24 hours...will take sn in the next 5 minutes.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I have been here only for a week. i came here to know more about hanging but learned about sn and i am now using it to ctb. First of all i am forced to do this because of my health condition. I know my parents love me so much and this will be a shock to them. but sorry papa mamma i have no other choice. this world has been so cruel to me. its my fate i dont want to have a suffering life knowing that i can never be happy again and can give only sorrows to all those who loves me.. i dont want u to see my sufferings anymore..so goodbye cruel world.. i should have done it earlier i am too late now.. i will be alone this full night so doing it now.. have mixed 40g of sn in 100ml.. i doubt the purity so taking higher quantity. no other medicines taken. has some chocolates to eat after drinking..fasting for the last 12 hours...thanks for ur support and admin ban me if u do not see me again here for the next 24 hours...will take sn in the next 5 minutes.
You aren't alone. We are here for you. Sending lots of love.
 
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passenger27

passenger27

In my beginning is my end.
Aug 25, 2019
642
Good luck and have a peaceful journey.
 
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forever21

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Oct 19, 2019
155
I am sorry about what happened to you and wish you Good luck. I hope you find peace :heart:
 
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ninthhokage

ninthhokage

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Nov 8, 2019
82
Hope you find peace ❤️❤️
 
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NeCkDeEp

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
285
You're not too late, please know that there's no time for ctb.
It might feel like it wasn't worth it at all that you kept going while you could ctb but be proud of yourself for the times you kept dragging yourself through life to give your life one more chance.
I hope you'll find the peace you were looking for
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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If you proceed then I wish you a safe journey and sweet dreams :heart: :heart:
 
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Arvind

Member
Dec 2, 2019
29
took it vomited once small quantity... took 10g more.. now not feeling like going to vomit. going to lay down in my bed. hopefully i am going for my final sleep.. good bye all
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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took it vomited once small quantity... took 10g more.. now not feeling like going to vomit. going to lay down in my bed. hopefully i am going for my final sleep.. good bye all
We are here for you should you need us. I hope you will be at peace.
 
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Return2Dust

Experienced
Sep 28, 2019
246
took it vomited once small quantity... took 10g more.. now not feeling like going to vomit. going to lay down in my bed. hopefully i am going for my final sleep.. good bye all
Wishing you peace and comfort in your passing.
 
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Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Sending positive vibes in support of your decision regardless of your choice ❤️❤️❤️❤️
peace/hugs
 
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Shivani

Bereaved
Oct 29, 2019
132
Hope you find your peace
 
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okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
wishing you a peaceful exit .
 
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Meant2Die

Meant2Die

Specialist
Nov 8, 2019
307
May you rest in peace :heart:
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Came back and saw your name crossed out. Sleep tight.
 
NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
450
Hope you found what you sought. Godspeed.
 
Lotus1818

Lotus1818

Experienced
Nov 4, 2019
248
Sorry to hear this. I hope you are at peace now
 
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TheLastGoodbye

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Oct 23, 2019
109
Hope all went well and you are in a better place. RIP
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
I hope you are free of your suffering.
 
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