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octopusinu
Member
- Sep 30, 2023
- 23
been plotting to ctb since last year (or was it earlier this year) and i will be committing to my method by the end of the year. As someone who has hobbies, theres still so much more i want to do and create and learn, there will be stuff i will miss, and trying to rehome and give away my stuff (and worrying about what happens to my pets) is stressful. But on the other hand, I cannot handle another day of living in a body that causes mental and physical anguish everyday and the thought of education and work and any adult responsibility makes me extremely dreadful, its not a matter of if i want to ctb or not but rather that it is my only option. is it normal? do other people get nervous? either way once im dead there wouldn't be a brain that thinks and the suffering will stop so it doesn't matter i guess.