Going tonight

[RuinedLife]

Got a tank of N ready to go. Gonna take 45 ml of 2m2b first to make sure.
The sad part is I had beaten my depression but now must die due to mistakes I made while depressed in the past.
Oh well. I wish I had someone to go with but that's highly unlikely at this point.
I'm just going to lay in bed with my bag and go to sleep forever.
It's a huge bummer but off I go.

 

[First loss]

Can you think this over? It is great that you pulled yourself out of depression and with that move you showed yourself you have the power to move forward and fix those mistakes you made. I would advise you to give it your best at improving your life once more.

If not, I wish you safe travels and may you find peace.

 

[dramaqueen]

Got a tank of N ready to go. Gonna take 45 ml of 2m2b first to make sure.
The sad part is I had beaten my depression but now must die due to mistakes I made while depressed in the past.
Oh well. I wish I had someone to go with but that's highly unlikely at this point.
I'm just going to lay in bed with my bag and go to sleep forever.
It's a huge bummer but off I go.

Wish you never waking up to this world and rest in peace.

 

[RuinedLife]

Thanks but the judicial system is very unfair around here. I'm too old to be starting over in however odd many years. This is the last chance I have of being able to make a choice regarding what happens to me.

 

[Conflicted Cat]

I wonder if he made it... I hope he's finally found peace.

 

[Querry1]

Rest in peace, friend

 

[angie]

Rest in peace, friend

I see ruinedlife name has a score through there name .does that mean they asked to leave or is it because its assumed they have ctb

 

[Querry1]

I see ruinedlife name has a score through there name .does that mean they asked to leave or is it because its assumed they have ctb

Can be both, but I assume he's gone

 

[dramaqueen]

Alright. I have the semi static 10,5 mm 10 meters rope. Hope it will be enough and just right. Now i have to find out how to make a slipknot and safely tie it to a tree. I also bought a foldable chair cause im planning on full suspension in the forest nearby at dawn so that it will be not too dark so i can see and not too light so no one can discover. I was thinking about doing it at flashlight at night but light can attrack people however at that time i hope there is no one. But firstly i need to find a safe place with a safe tree.. wish me luck, guys.

Can be both, but I assume he's gone

There is a self ban option in the settings. He could have banned himself.

 

[dramaqueen]

It is not a proper forest... It is maintained so there are no branches so tie anything :(

 

[Lady black]

Good luck. Maybe there´s a high voltage transmission tower where you can fix the rope

 

[dramaqueen]

Good luck. Maybe there´s a high voltage transmission tower where you can fix the rope

I thought about that but they are pretty not suitable cause I cannot isolate myself from anything so that I wont be trying to survive.

 

[Lady black]

And hanging in an abandoned house on the attic?

 

[dramaqueen]

And hanging in an abandoned house on the attic?

no abandoned houses around here. I will give it an attempt with the terrace I found in the woods. Hope it works.