Story Going today

[gnomeboy17]

This is most likely my final post, I just have to finish my note and make sure everything is perfect.

I got to see my friends, my parents, and my partner last night, and after planning this date for weeks I'm definitely ready.

How can I ensure that my family/the media doesn't find out I used SS? I don't want more negative press.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Just factory reset your computer and/or your phone few minutes before you ctb.

 

[gnomeboy17]

Just factory reset your computer and/or your phone few minutes before you ctb.

Ah so is clearing my search history enough?

 

[GasMonkey]

What's your method?

 

[HerculePoirot]

Ah so is clearing my search history enough?

No. You might delete your browser profile (depending on the browser you're using - it's easy with Firefox, no idea for other browsers)
Try to find "erase my traces" or something similar and make sure you delete cookies, shortcuts, cache, IDs and passwords etc.

 

[LittleBlackCat]

I wish you peace. sorry you are going good luck.

 

[lukas19]

What's your method?

SN

 

[HerculePoirot]

No. You might delete your browser profile (depending on the browser you're using - it's easy with Firefox, no idea for other browsers)
Try to find "erase my traces" or something similar and make sure you delete cookies, shortcuts, cache, IDs and passwords etc.

...and bookmarks, of course.

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[blahblah123]

Bless you, stranger

 

[Shivali]

Good luck

 

[hrsprayqn]

See you on the other side stranger, I'm sorry it came to this All the best

 

[looking_for_peace]

How can I ensure that my family/the media doesn't find out I used SS? I don't want more negative press.

all the best, my friend :) and don't worry, admins will disable your account or you can request to disable it yourself

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom that you are looking for.

 

[HerculePoirot]

For your information, you may prepare a delayed post, to be published for example tomorrow, to inform us you caught the bus and also to ask moderators to close your account 24 hours after your death.

 

[kkwy]

Good luck. I'll definitely reset/delete all my stuff before I go, I wouldn't want my privacy invaded even then.

 

[Ruma]

Peaceful travels & Goodluck,may you find the peace you've been seeking.

 

[Winterreise]

This is most likely my final post, I just have to finish my note and make sure everything is perfect.

I got to see my friends, my parents, and my partner last night, and after planning this date for weeks I'm definitely ready.

How can I ensure that my family/the media doesn't find out I used SS? I don't want more negative press.

Dont go.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[JB3567]

I am deeply concerned about what you have written. It sounds like you are contemplating ending your life, and that is a very serious matter. Please know that there is always hope and help available to you, no matter how difficult things may seem right now.

Regarding your concern about your family and the media finding out about something, please remember that your well-being is the most important thing right now. It's essential to prioritize your safety and seek help as needed.

There is always someone who cares about you and wants to help you.

How are you so certain there's help available to them. Let's get real here, there's two options therapy and medication and they only work 50% of the time. Maybe this person has invested heavily in this route with no returns and is now choosing another path to solve the issue at hand.

 

[NHLTradeRumor]

I wish you luck and all the best. I'm hoping to join you soon.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

This is most likely my final post, I just have to finish my note and make sure everything is perfect.

I got to see my friends, my parents, and my partner last night, and after planning this date for weeks I'm definitely ready.

How can I ensure that my family/the media doesn't find out I used SS? I don't want more negative press.

I'm really sorry for whatever has led up to this decision. If there is even a tiny bit of you that is doubtful, it's ok to change your mind. You have friends, parents, and partner-that's so much more than some of us on here. Sorry I'm not trying to guilt you, and obviously don't know your personal circumstances. But if you want to talk about your problems and if there is any possible way ANY of us can help you stick around, just let us know. If not I respect your decision, and either way I wish you peace

 

[depressedcooc]

wishing you peace

 

[Fl4u]

I am deeply concerned about what you have written. It sounds like you are contemplating ending your life, and that is a very serious matter. Please know that there is always hope and help available to you, no matter how difficult things may seem right now.

Regarding your concern about your family and the media finding out about something, please remember that your well-being is the most important thing right now. It's essential to prioritize your safety and seek help as needed.

There is always someone who cares about you and wants to help you.

You sound like ChatGPT...

 

[BrailleTogepi]

Guys... There's this person who posted a goodbye thread on a suicide forum, I think he might be thinking about ending his life??

 

[gnomeboy17]

I'm sorry, I didn't want to sound like I was a faker or fishing for attention. I just wasn't ready.

I'm about to take 2 ibuprofen, 2 ranitidine, 2 primperan and 2 sertraline. Then in about 45 will take SN.

 

[HerculePoirot]

What is the difference between yesterday and today? Purely mental preparedness?

 

[gnomeboy17]

What is the difference between yesterday and today? Purely mental preparedness?

There's a few small things that made me realise today is better. Firstly, my partner isn't coming till tonight, and I didn't want my body rotting there for days. Also, some friends invited me out on Tuesday night, I hadn't seen them for a while and we had an argument like a year ago. We had a great time and ended on good terms. I was then going to do it Wednesday but impulsively ate some pizza lol. I am completely ready and I've compiled many suicide notes over the years and I still feel the same. I starting SH at 12/13, and 7 years later, here I still am!

 

[lunarflower]

I'm sorry, I didn't want to sound like I was a faker or fishing for attention. I just wasn't ready.

I'm about to take 2 ibuprofen, 2 ranitidine, 2 primperan and 2 sertraline. Then in about 45 will take SN.

Nothing wrong with not being ready I'm sure most people here completely understand that. I hope you're able to find peace in whatever you decide.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Hopefully you are serene and determined. Be strong.