You are a wonderful soul, loving and kind and never let anyone tell you differently or believe anyone who thinks so ever. Just the way you wrote your message tells me that you are having a kind and loving heart and that makes you a beautiful spirit and I am so happy to have you as family, as I have no family nor friends, except all the folks here and that really includes YOU.
I am a older person and I mention this only because I have felt really down a lot or have had people look down at me, or situations go wrong, BUT I also have a loving family here and you are part of that and in some small way I hope that I am to you also.
We are ALL the same and we ALL work together and you are NOT EVER a shitty person, NEVER but a soul with a heart of gold.
Yep, I have had a lot go wrong in life BUT also a lot of good to, and part of that good part is YOU.
I believe in you 100% and take a break, relax and remember that you are loved and so important.
Lots of hugs, well wishes and wonderfully warm weather with sunny skies.
Walter