Going to ctb today probably, want to say goodbye

[deathbylife]

Just what it says

I can't trust the professionals anymore because I just had my confidentiality breached, I think I will just crash my car, seems the fastest

 

[U. A.]

Sorry to see you're at the point. Take your time and be sure of everything. Wishing you well..

 

[Someone123]

Just what it says

I can't trust the professionals anymore because I just had my confidentiality breached, I think I will just crash my car, seems the fastest

Please do not harm anyone else. Of course an air bag could save your life but you may be left with serious injuries. There are less risky methods.

 

[gomenasai]

I agree. Acting on impulse is never a good idea. I wish you freedom from your suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly is a cruel existence that brings people to this point and it's just so awful how other people can just make things worse for us. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from your suffering.

 

[jodes2]

I hope you find peace. I hope you use a different method, airbag will save you

 

[Maudlin]

Just what it says

I can't trust the professionals anymore because I just had my confidentiality breached, I think I will just crash my car, seems the fastest

All it takes to be a "professional" is to get paid for something.
These people never deserved your trust.

They don't deserve your end, either... so, harsh lesson learned. Most lessons in life are harsh...it's just par for the course.

So, why the rush?
Another bus comes around every 15 minutes.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point and that people have let you down. I hope you are able to find peace and a relief from your suffering- whatever your decision.

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[Euthanza]

May peace be upon you

 

[Shivali]

 

[deathbylife]

Thank you to everyone who has taken some of their own time to comment and show you care. I felt that absolutely no one was listening to me or hearing me at that time and I needed to express myself in a forum like this where people would be honest and transparent with me and I would not be judged. I am dealing with BPD, PTSD and Bipolar II. I thought I was recovering a few years ago but right before the pandemic things went to hell. Almost all of my borderline tendencies came back and I was unprepared. I'm dealing with past trauma in therapy now and it seems like every other moment in my day is triggering. Along with most registered voters, I have been seriously super stressed out by politics for six years straight now, and I honestly feel like if I didn't qualify for therapy right now (which might go away if the GOP wins control of Congress), I will be dead soon, and what if I inadvertently hurt other people? I'm so worried about health care and other rights being taken away, it's difficult to focus on my personal issues. Here's to everyone who's hanging on despite these shitty (and prophetic) times, and however far we get, we get. I guess I'm just going to try to focus on the road right in front of my feet right now. Cheers all

Please do not harm anyone else. Of course an air bag could save your life but you may be left with serious injuries. There are less risky methods.

Of course you are correct. I said a lot more in another reply on this thread

Thank you for your concern

 

[deathbylife]

It certainly is a cruel existence that brings people to this point and it's just so awful how other people can just make things worse for us. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from your suffering.

Thank you for not repeating "please don't hurt anyone else"