StarryStarry
Cat Lady
- Oct 25, 2021
- 750
I have been so sick the past few days. Fever, headache, cough. I''m so tired, I just want to go to bed, close my eyes and die. Still no job, no money, I would have never thought in a million years my life would have turned out this way. But I will get the last laugh on the fucked up attorneys i worked for, just wish I could be around to watch them squirm. I have no energy left. All I think about is ctb. 24 hours a day I think of it. I'm a whole lot older than most of the people on this website. I have faced the reality of what my life is. I know when I die, I'm gone no more pain, no more worries, no more tears, no more loneliness. No more Christmases alone eating hot dogs. I know I won't be missed, that does bother me, but once I'm gone I won't feel any of those feelings. The end is soon and I am so glad. Thank you for listening.