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deathbylife

deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
Someone should tell me I matter if I actually matter... Right? I mean someone from my real live life
 
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Why Me?

Experienced
Apr 5, 2022
270
Not if they are jealous, miserable, selfish, or ignorant to how they are making you feel.
can you be more specific??
 
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Rairii

Rairii

Is it necessary?
Nov 27, 2022
133
I think a lot of people assume that you would know this information. It's not something I've heard commonly said except in like those attempts to "save" someone, then they may be like "you matter! Your life matters!" Well anyway, I wouldn't take their silence as indication that you don't matter. However, you know the people better in your life than I do so there's that.
 
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deathbylife

deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
Not if they are jealous, miserable, selfish, or ignorant to how they are making you feel.
can you be more specific??
No! I am in hell and if you can't understand my comment don't reply please
I think a lot of people assume that you would know this information. It's not something I've heard commonly said except in like those attempts to "save" someone, then they may be like "you matter! Your life matters!" Well anyway, I wouldn't take their silence as indication that you don't matter. However, you know the people better in your life than I do so there's that.
You're all so fucking helpful
 
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wantittoendsoon

Experienced
Dec 11, 2022
248
I'm sorry you are going through this and that some don't understand what you are saying... unfortunately the people that DO care about you will say how much they cared for you and wish you were still here, but it will be too late....it sucks
 
deathbylife

deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
I'm sorry you are going through this and that some don't understand what you are saying... unfortunately the people that DO care about you will say how much they cared for you and wish you were still here, but it will be too late....it sucks
I have no purpose, no one does care, it has been carefully crafted that I am too far away to spend any time with my family on holidays or ever, screw this, this doesn't help either
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
I have no purpose, no one does care, it has been carefully crafted that I am too far away to spend any time with my family on holidays or ever, screw this, this doesn't help either
I am really sorry for your pain. Do you want to talk it out ?
 
deathbylife

deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
I am really sorry for your pain. Do you want to talk it out ?
I just want someone to care about the fact that it hurts to be alive
 
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deathbylife

deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
It does hurt to be alive. I wish I wasn't alive. I hope you can find meaning unlike me.
No, I am planning on ending things soon, but I'll fail at that too
 
Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
No, I am planning on ending things soon, but I'll fail at that too
No, please hang on. Maybe things are not the way you want, but maybe you will figure out a reason to live.

Don't do anything that cannot be undone. Think about it.
 
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deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
No, please hang on. Maybe things are not the way you want, but maybe you will figure out a reason to live.

Don't do anything that cannot be undone. Think about it.
Thank you for trying but I am beyond point of thinking rational
 
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Un-

I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652
Thank you for trying but I am beyond point of thinking rational
That's probably the worst.. Um.. Place to be when you have information to die. I don't know who you are, or what's going on in your life, but I highly, highly encourage that you reevaluate your choice. You made a thread that you took a bunch of pills.. Maybe it's too late, but please seek help if you haven't already. Or anything.
 
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deathbylife

going to die soon no one cares
Jun 21, 2022
118
That's probably the worst.. Um.. Place to be when you have information to die. I don't know who you are, or what's going on in your life, but I highly, highly encourage that you reevaluate your choice. You made a thread that you took a bunch of pills.. Maybe it's too late, but please seek help if you haven't already. Or anything.
Check out Down With The Sickness [Explicit] by Disturbed on Amazon Music
 

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