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Leiden
Arcanist
- Sep 1, 2020
- 432
If there was a God who promised to help, who promised to give strength and peace, then where is he. If there was a God that said I will only give what you can withstand, what you can endure, then where is he. Why has he given waaaaaay much more than I can endure, survive. Where are the promises of God. Where are the promises of Mary. Why are they not helping. Why have they left me all alone to survive what I cannot survive. Always another issue to deal with, always worse, always suffering so bad. Is there anyone who believes in God in here? I can't survive this hell I'm living and no help is coming. Is God all a lie? Is he not real? Is Mary and the Saints not real? Anyone who thinks there might be a God, why does he leave all alone to bare the unbearable. I don't know what to believe anymore, what is right, what is the truth. All I know is if there was a God he would keep his promises, if there was a Mary, she would keep her promises, and I don't get any help. I seriously can't bare this anymore. I've begged for strength and help. No help ever come.