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lanahelp

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Jan 19, 2022
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Is anyone else imminently close to going? Together? I tried. I fought. I'd like to know someone is "with me".
 
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I'm hoping for Tuesday night into Wednesday morning.
 
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wantittoendsoon

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Dec 11, 2022
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by the end of the year, maybe much sooner
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
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Just curious, is there some kind of significance to that time frame?
No. My mom is off work on Wednesdays, so I'd rather not do it on a day that she works. It would suck for her to learn of my suicide at work.
 
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wantittoendsoon

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Dec 11, 2022
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Is anyone else imminently close to going? Together? I tried. I fought. I'd like to know someone is "with me".
where are you? I'm in the UK and soon to be back in the US
 
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lanahelp

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Jan 19, 2022
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Was trying to wait until end of holiday season. Treatment for my Lyme disease awaits in Baltimore but I'm over treatment and suffering. Hardest decisions humans can make. Also have mom's 80th in January. 12/21 was my plan yet I can't get things in order by then. I commit to ctb and then get scared and frozen. Thus, this text.
 
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lanahelp

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And to all suffering, I send hopes of peace and recovery. Whatever decisions are made….🙏💕
 
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