ItsOverIsntIt
Experienced
- Sep 9, 2020
- 234
I think I am giving up. I don't care anymore and I am planning on ctb soon.
I am self sabotaging in hopes of forcing myself to ctb without flaking. I told myself I would get up and finish my assignment due today at 10 am. But now its 9:48 and I am not going to do it. I won't be able to recover so hopefully I can go peacefully soon. Set the date to October 4th, this should help me from backing out. Bought SN in the mail because I gave up on getting N, it was too much of a hassle
I am self sabotaging in hopes of forcing myself to ctb without flaking. I told myself I would get up and finish my assignment due today at 10 am. But now its 9:48 and I am not going to do it. I won't be able to recover so hopefully I can go peacefully soon. Set the date to October 4th, this should help me from backing out. Bought SN in the mail because I gave up on getting N, it was too much of a hassle