bbye111
absurdism
- Dec 26, 2022
- 63
i'm thinking of giving up ctb already... i honestly don't want to. the fact that i'm young and have a lot more to go through? fuck. no thank you.
but its so complicated to go peacefully, such method is not even possible either, going is painful as fuck. attempted many times.
im such a coward therefore i have to live through the consequences now.
i've wasted so much time researching and experimenting how. i practically just gave myself more handicaps now. it stopped my life more and gave me more burden everytime i fail an attempt... all the time and effort of unaliving myself.
just got injuries, pain and more wasted time.
but its so complicated to go peacefully, such method is not even possible either, going is painful as fuck. attempted many times.
im such a coward therefore i have to live through the consequences now.
i've wasted so much time researching and experimenting how. i practically just gave myself more handicaps now. it stopped my life more and gave me more burden everytime i fail an attempt... all the time and effort of unaliving myself.
just got injuries, pain and more wasted time.