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wannawayout

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Jun 22, 2022
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I'm done trying to kill my self. Even if my time on this earth is gonna be shit, I know I'm way too much of a pussy to kill my self unless I overdosed or something. I'll just spice up my life by getting high , having sex, and doing drugs occasionally. I also look forward to traveling a bit. I really hope everyone is doing the best they can pushing through this life . KEEP FINDING DISTRACTIONS. The distractions are what hold us until the end.
 
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Wunderkind

❤️Travel by bus
Nov 25, 2022
192
Why are these threads not in the recovery forum? And people make them here in the CTB forum. Pardon my opinion, but these threads make me frustrated because I want CTB and don't want to read about recovery.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/forums/recovery.7/
 
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SeenMoreThanEnough

Student
Sep 16, 2022
128
Good for you. Exit stage left --> The recovery forum is that-a-way.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,728
Yes, more positive and motivational type posts certainly should be in the recovery section of the site, the others are right. The forum does have different sections for a reason. But anyway best wishes, if distractions make life more bearable for you then good luck with that.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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F113c3ee51e7079143b34aa282c6ae8957308b299cf33a97ae56640518588932

I am glad for the OP, BTW, if they can recover and find reason in their life to keep on living. Not the case for everyone, though.
 
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flagmaster

Member
Oct 19, 2020
53
Far too miserable for this kind of positivity, OP. Lol
Sounds like you're gonna live out a great life now, take care.
 
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damaged_soul

Student
Jul 30, 2022
199
I'm done trying to kill my self. Even if my time on this earth is gonna be shit, I know I'm way too much of a pussy to kill my self unless I overdosed or something. I'll just spice up my life by getting high , having sex, and doing drugs occasionally. I also look forward to traveling a bit. I really hope everyone is doing the best they can pushing through this life . KEEP FINDING DISTRACTIONS. The distractions are what hold us until the end.
Distractions don't work for me. I'm just hoping against hope that I will get some terminal illness or experience something so sickeningly horrible that I will just kill myself on the spot.
 
MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

I'm in hell
Jul 23, 2022
4,711
I don't know about anyone else, but I definitely don't tethered to a life so don't want just because I'm too afraid to CTB.
 

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