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mittymittens
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- Jun 11, 2023
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dont know if its a goood idea to write this as im beginning to help myself get rid of these feelings for this person
but it just confused me when this person would sometimes-- uncommon but be online and be nonresponsive for hours or half and hour sometimes when i see him online, go offline then go back online
or that sometime which is rare but i find that replies to my friends gc because she knows i like him and she told me "he told me X !!" when i had texted him an hour prior and he didnt reply
but then when we do converse we text alot like super fast responses and if i dont respond he teasingly says "i win" which feels a bit clingy which i dont mind cus i like him
or that he said if i watched a show called jujutsu kaisen we could match pfps of satoru and suguru (which are a pair who he ships romantically, they are a pretty popular ship and in canon they are super close best friends)
or that a month or two prior he was talking to a mutual friend of ours of a letter i wrote him awhile ago and in some part it said "i used to like you" and she asked him if he would date me and he said "i think it would be nice having a partner"
or that he tells same mutual friend to bully me (jokingly) when hes in a group of his friends and im not there
but then on the flipside tells me he hasnt really had a crush since elementary but then told me the letter i wrote him is depressing since i admitted to him that i lied about telling him i used to like him and that i still liked him when i wrote that letter
i just dont really understand how he feels about me, i just want thoughts perhaps
but it just confused me when this person would sometimes-- uncommon but be online and be nonresponsive for hours or half and hour sometimes when i see him online, go offline then go back online
or that sometime which is rare but i find that replies to my friends gc because she knows i like him and she told me "he told me X !!" when i had texted him an hour prior and he didnt reply
but then when we do converse we text alot like super fast responses and if i dont respond he teasingly says "i win" which feels a bit clingy which i dont mind cus i like him
or that he said if i watched a show called jujutsu kaisen we could match pfps of satoru and suguru (which are a pair who he ships romantically, they are a pretty popular ship and in canon they are super close best friends)
or that a month or two prior he was talking to a mutual friend of ours of a letter i wrote him awhile ago and in some part it said "i used to like you" and she asked him if he would date me and he said "i think it would be nice having a partner"
or that he tells same mutual friend to bully me (jokingly) when hes in a group of his friends and im not there
but then on the flipside tells me he hasnt really had a crush since elementary but then told me the letter i wrote him is depressing since i admitted to him that i lied about telling him i used to like him and that i still liked him when i wrote that letter
i just dont really understand how he feels about me, i just want thoughts perhaps