Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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Im conscious of it and can't do shit about it. I'm not talking to my friend, my other friend or my husband. I haven't been sharing with anyone, anywhere.
I don't trust that they care. My female friend I do but she has her own problems but my friend and my husband.....i just can't talk. All I want to do is cry. And trying to tell myself it's not true doesn't help. I've been trying to fight it but at this point I just want to be alone.
I don't want to be the crazy person that pushed everyone away but I'm basically at that point. I blocked my friend... Again.... because of it. I cant talk to my husband about any of it. And I'm not even sure talking can help.... I've tried talking. I told my friend I don't trust you but I'm trying. Well considering he's blocked that's clearly not helping.
I feel so alone.....
I don't trust that they care. My female friend I do but she has her own problems but my friend and my husband.....i just can't talk. All I want to do is cry. And trying to tell myself it's not true doesn't help. I've been trying to fight it but at this point I just want to be alone.
I don't want to be the crazy person that pushed everyone away but I'm basically at that point. I blocked my friend... Again.... because of it. I cant talk to my husband about any of it. And I'm not even sure talking can help.... I've tried talking. I told my friend I don't trust you but I'm trying. Well considering he's blocked that's clearly not helping.
I feel so alone.....
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