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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,882
The ability to sleep all day just comes about. Im not sure why tbh... could be stress or smthin.

Been sleeping all day. Its like 2pm rn. Just ordered some ice cream & juice. I have no appetite for food. These days... the last... I dunno almost a month or smthin? My appetite has been non existent & the desire or any cravings have just gone. I dunno why. I still was / am eating but a lot less than usual.

Haven't been on the scale in like 2 weeks but bc of my own eating disorder issues I hope I've lost weight.

Anyway im going to receive my order, turn my phone back on airplane mode, maybe eat one of the ice cream bars, wash my face and go back to sleep.

Hmm maybe I should've ordered some pastries from this place I've been liking recently 🤔 eh shall see.

Rn especially being able to sleep all day is the greatest escape. It's just painful being awake. Rn not too bad but eh.

Health wise? Im feeling a little bit better. Like im.not breathless just lying down. Walking is.. half way to not impossible. So while considering a couple dif methods shall narrow it down this week.
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,882
Def still in a flareup... When I stand it's very dizzy. Like my vision goes black for a couple of second. Almost fainted earlier. Ate some gummies & a ice cream bar. Really sleepy rn which is actually really nice. Hoping I can wake up in time & stay awake long enough to order more CBD capsules. But alas.. I'm going back to sleep now very sleepy
 
Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,882
The ability to sleep is woah. Fell asleep earlier and then woke up 4 hrs later. Just took my night meds (clonidine & gabapentin), melatonin, vitamin D, magnesium. Washed my face & wanted to eat a ice cream/popsicle but am kinda freezing cold.

I still have the A/C on bc it isnt per say going cold enough yet for me to open the window and feel cold enough to not feel hot & feel more sick sooo. Yeee? Especially when I sleep I always overheat & it gets worse in flareups so.

Yee. Haaa today bc of being able to be in the closet state to death while living (sleeping) it twas an ok day. I hope this hypersomnia continues.

Night 🌙