Getting soooo drained from life....... being born is a curse

[sanction]

How does it make any sense we were just forced into this fucking hell of a world, to endure a life long of endless hassles and headaches, that is ultimately pointless and meaningless

Literally shortly after we learn how to walk and say some simple sentences, we are already forced to join this bullshit education school system, and be stuck there for 20 years, just to prepare us to then go be somebody's slave (job) for the next 40-50 years, so we can earn bullshit wages to afford basic necessities, just so we don't end up homeless or starve to death

We need to keep taking care of our physical body's endless needs for decades and decades..... try to fit in with society, try to find our own companion, stay safe from dangers, constantly find ways to distract ourselves from boredom and loneliness, need to learn and remember a million things, follow a million rules, go through endless disappointments and heart breaks.........

Go through all this crap, just to get old, sick, and die in the very end. Even the death part doesn't come easy. Leading up to it, there are endless doctor and hospital appointments required, different medications and surgery's........ insurance..... arranging for burial or cremation...... and the list goes on

How is 90% of the world population not already gone insane from this crap??????

 

[Draconis]

How does it make any sense we were just forced into this fucking hell of a world, to endure a life long of endless hassles and headaches, that is ultimately pointless and meaningless

Literally shortly after we learn how to walk and say some simple sentences, we are already forced to join this bullshit education school system, and be stuck there for 20 years, just to prepare us to then go be somebody's slave (job) for the next 40-50 years, so we can earn bullshit wages to afford basic necessities, just so we don't end up homeless or starve to death

We need to keep taking care of our physical body's endless needs for decades and decades..... try to fit in with society, try to find our own companion, stay safe from dangers, constantly find ways to distract ourselves from boredom and loneliness, need to learn and remember a million things, follow a million rules, go through endless disappointments and heart breaks.........

Go through all this crap, just to get old, sick, and die in the very end. Even the death part doesn't come easy. Leading up to it, there are endless doctor and hospital appointments required, different medications and surgery's........ insurance..... arranging for burial or cremation...... and the list goes on

How is 90% of the world population not already gone insane from this crap??????

I agree!life is total meaningless a slave hamster-wheel you work so you can have a bed around 4 corner and some groceries in the refrigerator to rest in your "home"on and on and on..."home" is just some time of rest so you can work for the corners and the bed and the groceries so life is to work to pay bills...it´ no life it´s slavery to survive not live...

 

[Forever Sleep]

Completely agree. I spend so much of my time feeling resentful about being given life these days. I guess in some ways, I'm glad I've only come to this conclusion now (in my mid 40's.) Not that I was happy growing up but, the whole antinatilist thing wasn't as strong. It made it easier to comply I think- which the majority of us have to do regardless in order to survive.

May I ask- when did you start having these feelings? Are they making it harder to do all the stuff that is expected of us? I find now that even small irritations send me on an antinatilist rant (in my head.)

 

[D1byRam3n]

Yeah, I agree. It feels so tedious

 

[thewalkingdread]

How is 90% of the world population not already gone insane from this crap?

Sadism, self-destructive behaviors, violence, wars and, ironically, sex and procreation are arguably the reflexes or coping mechanisms of said insanity.