nzdarkshark
The Loved Mistake
- Sep 4, 2018
- 400
So..I've decided I want to try suspension to ctb - there's a lovely forest out around an hours walk (or so) from my house which I've decided would be a nice final destination - with my species dysphoria and all.
Once I get out of the house I should be fine - I'll get directions and send them to my phone before I go so I know where I'm going. The issue is getting out of the house.
I think either the outside door that leads from my room to outside would be a good idea, but also the back door as both are away from my parents room.
Pros for my room's door is that it doesn't lead out to the driveway so I don't have to sneak past my parents room on gravel. Cons is that it's loud to open.
Pros for back door is that it's quiet to open. Cons is that it leads out onto the driveway unless I can sneak myself around the other way.
I also have to get the rope from the shed - which shouldn't be too too hard.
Anyway - anyone have any suggestions for what I should do? I don't want to get caught.
This is the scariest part for me, I really really don't want to get caught.
Thank you in advance - I would really like to go tonight - but if I can't this information would be good for whenever I can.
Once I get out of the house I should be fine - I'll get directions and send them to my phone before I go so I know where I'm going. The issue is getting out of the house.
I think either the outside door that leads from my room to outside would be a good idea, but also the back door as both are away from my parents room.
Pros for my room's door is that it doesn't lead out to the driveway so I don't have to sneak past my parents room on gravel. Cons is that it's loud to open.
Pros for back door is that it's quiet to open. Cons is that it leads out onto the driveway unless I can sneak myself around the other way.
I also have to get the rope from the shed - which shouldn't be too too hard.
Anyway - anyone have any suggestions for what I should do? I don't want to get caught.
This is the scariest part for me, I really really don't want to get caught.
Thank you in advance - I would really like to go tonight - but if I can't this information would be good for whenever I can.
