Getting Doubtful?

[Muri]

I've had the supplies I need to ctb for a while now but i'm starting to have second thoughts... Not sure what to do at this point. I keep pushing back the date. Is there a way to know for sure if you're ready to ctb? Is there something I should do??

 

[Idorus]

For now I would say, just enjoy the relief of having the supplies. You will know when you are ready, believe me. Do not force anything. Many would feel more comfortable having the means they can trust at home and because of it are able to extend their life for a while. It's humane logic.

 

[worldexploder]

You should be respected for any decision you make. Personally if I had the supplies I'd be gone tonight. But some people are comforted just by the fact that they have the tools needed. Makes em feel less trapped knowing that they could step out of this world at anytime.

 

[Cody111]

I got everything i need not long ago.
It is kind of a stress release knowing the option is there for when i need it, though something always seems to happen to give me hope for a few days. When your ready you will know. Dont force yourself to make a choice, it will happen naturally if it happens.

In the mean time.

 

[TiredHorse]

I can only repeat what everyone else here is saying: Don't force yourself. Wait until you're genuinely ready. If having the means to ctb makes life more tolerable, take the gift of having a more tolerable life.

You can always catch the bus later, but it's not like you can make the bus go back and drop you off.