Getting desperate

[Toobrokentofix]

I'm in a general ward after a pathetic suicide attempt on Monday. Waiting for bed in psych ward... voluntarily!! Because otherwise I'll be sectioned. I really wanted to end this this week and it's so hard when I am being watched. Got as far as in a cab Wed night before nurse from hospital stopped him n said I wasn't gonna be safe. I was raging. I was told I am here voluntarily and have capacity so wtf gives anyone the right to stop me. Dying in this hospital will be so hard escaping will be hard. Both virtually impossible. I can't go into locked psych ward. Fml. Am being controlled and I want to die. Its not fair.

 

[StaticCryBabye]

So sorry for you, i hope you can get out as fast as you can and finally end it all and have an enternal peaceful sleep

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like such a horrible situation to be trapped in, I hate how we exist in this cruel world where suicidal people cannot just pass away in peace, it disgusts me how some people want to force others to stay here against their wishes, existing should be a choice rather than an obligation. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you so desperately wish for.