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Lonelygirl13
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- May 13, 2019
- 2
Okay.
So I know there's people out there that care about me. But I hate it because I don't care about them personally, but I do care that when I die they well be sad, because I don't want them to be. I hated my life that much that suicide is what will make me happy. I'm ready. I've been ready. The only thing stopping me is that I don't want people to be sad for no reason. They couldn't have done anything anyways. I'm especially worried for whoever finds me, likely mother or father or both and scared they might hurt themselves.
How do i get over that and just do it?
So I know there's people out there that care about me. But I hate it because I don't care about them personally, but I do care that when I die they well be sad, because I don't want them to be. I hated my life that much that suicide is what will make me happy. I'm ready. I've been ready. The only thing stopping me is that I don't want people to be sad for no reason. They couldn't have done anything anyways. I'm especially worried for whoever finds me, likely mother or father or both and scared they might hurt themselves.
How do i get over that and just do it?