Nymph
he/him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 2,565
I wish I could wear feminine stuff without being gendered as female. Men can wear stereotypically feminine stuff and not be any less masculine. Men can wear colorful bright clothes. But it's really hard for me to pass unless I'm wearing a dark outfit, something like a T-shirt, sweatshirt, pants. Just basic stuff like this, but I like to make my fits more "me", I like wearing jewelry, accessories...but then I'm immediately gendered as a woman. And doctors doubt me If I'm truly trans If I dress the way I do and paint my nails or whatever. It's now how I dress on the outside, it's how I feel on the inside. I feel like I was born in the wrong body and I do feel like I should have been a male. I don't feel like a woman and when people misgender me it makes me really dysphoric. Most of the times they misgender me even if I'm wearing the most stereotypical dude outfit + mask because of my voice...it's so upsetting. I wish I didn't have to have a body in the first place. Just ascend into some higher plane where I can be just a glowing orb. I don't want this stupid shell thats taking such a toll on my mental and physical health...