Story Gave myself 3 months

[RC90]

I've given myself 3 months, I started this new meds one month ago, I told my doctor if it doesn't work I'm ctb. So I have 3 months left. If I don't get totally functional, get a job and be more emotional stable I will finish at my own terms. I have sn on the way. So there's my ticket out. The world became too much to bear, too much loneliness, now this virus. People don't talk to each other in real life, everyone is glued on their phones. I refused myself to see the future if it continues like this.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

If it doesn't work, will you lie to the doctor if they ask about it? Doing anything else would likely result in you being hospitalized for mental health and forced to try a new drug that may or may not work. Either way, I hope you find peace (and happiness if you can). Would be cool if you could accomplish those things and still be alive though.

Of course I can totally relate to your feelings about the world. I'm not a fan of it either.

 

[RC90]

If it doesn't work, will you lie to the doctor if they ask about it? Doing anything else would likely result in you being hospitalized for mental health and forced to try a new drug that may or may not work. Either way, I hope you find peace (and happiness if you can). Would be cool if you could accomplish those things and still be alive though.

Of course I can totally relate to your feelings about the world. I'm not a fan of it either.

No I'm not telling the doctor anything else from now all except that everything is fine even if it's not.

 

[Squiddy]

I'm still trying to exhaust every option for myself before I do decide to ctb. Right now, I'm on a certain cocktail of meds that somewhat work.

 

[RC90]

I'm still trying to exhaust every option for myself before I do decide to ctb. Right now, I'm on a certain cocktail of meds that somewhat work.

That's good. If it's working that's what matters. I'm happy for you.

 

[Squiddy]

That's good. If it's working that's what matters. I'm happy for you.

Thanks, though it works like 60% of the time

 

[Huntfish34]

I hear and understand that completely RC. .. People don't really talk anymore,. All Fckn damn texts and weird bullshit. I hate it. =\.

 

[Valon]

Yeah, I really don't want to see where the world is headed. The internet has screwed with a lot of people's minds and I agree that everyone seems to be glued to their smartphones 24/7. The virus has pretty much forced people to become even more isolated, and considering it may be this way for a long time, I don't care to stick around. I give myself one year max.

 

[miguel6565]

Im happy to see you gave yourself more time,i really wish your new meds work well and you can have peace