I dropped out of high school due to major depression, ocd, and autism when I was 18. I've never worked a day in my life. Family life is shit, no friends or and sure as hell no gf.
Not sure if this is helpful or not, but I dropped out of high school under similar circumstances. My demonic family then used a dubious autism diagnosis made by a biased psychologist to cover up the fact that my extreme issues with social withdrawal, zero career and no motivation were caused by trauma and phobia of people after 2 decades of scapegoating, bullying and torment at home and school.
The autism diagnosis was their way of nonchalantly diverting attention towards a phantom psychological defect to cover up their own cruelty so my voice would never be heard. It worked, too, as nearly 25 years of injustice have passed and I've battled to work crappy jobs, slowly undo some brainwashing and tried to buy a house by myself so I'd never have to see those sadistic freaks again. If I could be young again with my current resources and knowledge, I'd be able to recover. Instead, I'm quite old and burned out, increasingly hoping for a miracle of finding a partner despite a life story straight out of a horror movie.
If you do choose to CTB I can honour that, as all I've achieved is decades of misery followed by probably CTB-ing anyway. It really sucks to have fought so hard for so long without being any sort of inspiration for young people; I seem to just be living proof that some situations are unworkable from the beginning. But if you do make any attempt to recover, my advice is to be very clear about the real nature of the problem and what needs to be done about it. You cannot trust the family, nor psychologists, nor even your own brainwashed mind.