Hah i made it to 24. Hadn't expected that honestly. I went through a big ass mental health crisis last month. I'm finally out of it. I thought for a moment i would made it to the otherside. Nope. I actually really just don't wanna live. I have asked for help so many times but the only thing i do is wasting people's time. I don't even accept the help i get. I don't want help anymore. I'm too arrogant to accept my mental and physical issues. I don't wanna live in this body anymore. I used to hold on to fantasies of 'what if my life blablabla' now i know my life couldn't go any differently. This is just what it is and its not gonna be different. I think its time to go for me. I hate it to hurt my family and friends but i just don't wanna live anymore
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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Your feelings really are understandable. Of course I want nothing to do with existing as well, to me something so useless as existing could never be worth it in any way and it certainly can be so tiring continuing to exist here.Similar threads
