Help G I can’t even eat no more I’m so depressed

[Itzyagirl]

This has been such a bad few weeks my life is literally falling apart bad thing after bad thing keeps happening n I'm the most depressed I've ever been in my life I haven't eaten in like 3 days bc I'm not hungry n when I try to eat I have no interest I can't sleep either I feel like shit Like I can't even laugh at jokes anymore ion find anything funny or fun anymore I'm numb to everything I'm planning on catching the bus on the first day of spring break (yes I'm 18 but still in highschool)

 

[jgm63]

Sorry to hear you're struggling.
Please try to look after yourself.
Please eat something.
Please get some rest.


Also, feel free to tell us what the main problems are.....
Do you think there could be any solution ?

 

[Itzyagirl]

Sorry to hear you're struggling.
Please try to look after yourself.
Please eat something.
Please get some rest.


Also, feel free to tell us what the main problems are.....
Do you think there could be any solution ?

Im late asl but no tbh I really don't see one :(

 

[theguineapigking]

I'm very sorry that this is happening to you. Being depressed can cause some people to not eat,and other to eat excessively. Is there anyway you can force yourself to eat? Even if you don't feel the desire to? Maybe even crackers or saltines?

Why do you feel this way? Is school stressing you out? Feel free to talk with us! We're here for you,not to judge you!

 

[Itzyagirl]

I'm very sorry that this is happening to you. Being depressed can cause some people to not eat,and other to eat excessively. Is there anyway you can force yourself to eat? Even if you don't feel the desire to? Maybe even crackers or saltines?

Why do you feel this way? Is school stressing you out? Feel free to talk with us! We're here for you!

Well I'm very suicidal I used to have very close friends whom were my blood basically n yesterday I hung out wit one of my homies n he got bored n walked home so I walked to get me sum to eat n I ate alone at a full dine in restaurant n it made me feel even more depressed bc of the circumstances n I hadn't eaten a real meal in days n I couldn't eat it so I took it home n tried to eat it for dinner but I couldn't n it's making me
So sad bc normally I eat everything but I can't eat anymore :(

 

[theguineapigking]

Well I'm very suicidal I used to have very close friends whom were my blood basically n yesterday I hung out wit one of my homies n he got bored n walked home so I walked to get me sum to eat n I ate alone at a full dine in restaurant n it made me feel even more depressed bc of the circumstances n I hadn't eaten a real meal in days n I couldn't eat it so I took it home n tried to eat it for dinner but I couldn't n it's making me
So sad bc normally I eat everything but I can't eat anymore :(

I'm genuinely very sorry to hear that. Do you know the root cause of your depression and being suicidal? Do you know why? Have you tried talking to your homies or parents? Have you tried meds?


You said you couldn't eat. Sometimes if you get sick from not eating,it makes you feel even less like eating. Are you able to force yourself to eat or do you get nauseous? Going that long without eating is going to make you feel much,much worse.


You're welcome to talk about whatever you want to.

 

[colcol]

This has been such a bad few weeks my life is literally falling apart bad thing after bad thing keeps happening n I'm the most depressed I've ever been in my life I haven't eaten in like 3 days bc I'm not hungry n when I try to eat I have no interest I can't sleep either I feel like shit Like I can't even laugh at jokes anymore ion find anything funny or fun anymore I'm numb to everything I'm planning on catching the bus on the first day of spring break (yes I'm 18 but still in highschool)

welcome to the club

 

[Itzyagirl]

I'm genuinely very sorry to hear that. Do you know the root cause of your depression and being suicidal? Do you know why? Have you tried talking to your homies or parents? Have you tried meds?


You said you couldn't eat. Sometimes if you get sick from not eating,it makes you feel even less like eating. Are you able to force yourself to eat or do you get nauseous? Going that long without eating is going to make you feel much,much worse.


You're welcome to talk about whatever you want to.

I get naseous when I try to make myself eat n I told my homies about it n that's why we not friends no more they said I'm toxic for that

 

[noaccount]

I'm sorry, in the meantime can you get something like gatorade to stay somewhat nourished at least? Tomato juice?

 

[colcol]

I get naseous when I try to make myself eat n I told my homies about it n that's why we not friends no more they said I'm toxic for that

i am not joking but i can count on one hand how many proper meals iv had in 4 weeks

 

[Itzyagirl]

I'm sorry, in the meantime can you get something like gatorade to stay somewhat nourished at least? Tomato juice?

All I been drinking is Gatorade I haven't even had a headache from not eating surprisingly

 

[theguineapigking]

All I been drinking is Gatorade I haven't even had a headache from not eating surprisingly

If you can,you could buy protein or energy shakes(often a chocolate milk mix). They sell them at Walmart for ~ $7 for 6. It's expensive but easier for your body to absorb . This will allow your body to get some nutrients.

Your homies sound like bad homies. You should try talking to your parents if you can. You feel some desire to live right? Try to get help before it's too late. You don't want to collapse or anything from food and sleep deprivation.

 

[Itzyagirl]

If you can,you could buy protein or energy shakes(often a chocolate milk mix). They sell them at Walmart for ~ $7 for 6. It's expensive but easier for your body to absorb . This will allow your body to get some nutrients.

Your homies sound like bad homies. You should try talking to your parents if you can. You feel some desire to live right? Try to get help before it's too late. You don't want to collapse or anything from food and sleep deprivation.

I don't feel a desire to live anymore :( I'm CTB on the 23 so I'm really not too concerned about how much I weigh anymore it's gotten so bad that they boy I started talking to we linked yesterday for the first time n he was holding me n he was like omg ur so skinny I can feel all ur ribs that's wild n I was like yea Lmfaoo but ur so kind thank u for ur kind words. Enough about me doe how are u doing are u alright?

i am not joking but i can count on one hand how many proper meals iv had in 4 weeks

Lmfaoo me too Im so skinny now that u can feel my ribs n when I sit on the carpet at school bc I go to an alternative school n no one sits in desks my ass be hurting bc there's nothing there no mo

 

[theguineapigking]

Wow. That's really skinny haha. I was extremely skinny when I was young. I weighed like 48 lbs at age 10.

Do you like that boy? Do you guys get along?


I'm just awaiting my ctb. I'm really only here for my family(parents and siblings). I can't hold off much longer.

Feel free to talk about your situation as much as you want. I don't mind.

Do you watch any funny shows like family guy or South Park? I love them.

 

[TheSuicidalEccentric]

Eat takeout food?

 

[akrasia]

I'm sorry about your homie, he just don't understand what you're going through. Is there anyone else you could talk to?
Try to eat something, even if it's just some crackers and water. Slowly eat more over time. -hugs-

 

[Itzyagirl]

Wow. That's really skinny haha. I was extremely skinny when I was young. I weighed like 48 lbs at age 10.

Do you like that boy? Do you guys get along?


I'm just awaiting my ctb. I'm really only here for my family(parents and siblings). I can't hold off much longer.

Feel free to talk about your situation as much as you want. I don't mind.

Do you watch any funny shows like family guy or South Park? I love them.

Yea I like him but he's a hoe tbh the whole school was telling me but he's fine asl n he's gonna be the last person I do it wit so idc that he's a hoe lmao but yes I love South Park n the show big mouth also do u watch the show on my block Im excited ima binge watch it before I CTB

 

[Taki]

Well I'm very suicidal I used to have very close friends whom were my blood basically n yesterday I hung out wit one of my homies n he got bored n walked home so I walked to get me sum to eat n I ate alone at a full dine in restaurant n it made me feel even more depressed bc of the circumstances n I hadn't eaten a real meal in days n I couldn't eat it so I took it home n tried to eat it for dinner but I couldn't n it's making me
So sad bc normally I eat everything but I can't eat anymore :(

Do you have a doctor? Can you get to a hospital?

 

[akrasia]

Do you have a plan?

 

[Itzyagirl]

I'm sorry about your homie, he just don't understand what you're going through. Is there anyone else you could talk to?
Try to eat something, even if it's just some crackers and water. Slowly eat more over time. -hugs-

Tysm n it's okay I'm only gone be here for another 2 weeks how are u doing doe are u okay?

 

[theguineapigking]

Yea I like him but he's a hoe tbh the whole school was telling me but he's fine asl n he's gonna be the last person I do it wit so idc that he's a hoe lmao but yes I love South Park n the show big mouth also do u watch the show on my block Im excited ima binge watch it before I CTB

Wow LOLOL. The way you worded that is just funny..the last one you're going to do it with.


I've heard of big mouth not the other one. I watch family guy,American dad,futurama,South Park,the simpsons,Rick and morty,the Cleveland show,impractical jokers,etc.


Do you like any of the others?

 

[Itzyagirl]

Do you have a doctor? Can you get to a hospital?

Yea I have a doctor but I think it might be more of a therapist problem ty for caring abt me doe

 

[akrasia]

Tysm n it's okay I'm only gone be here for another 2 weeks how are u doing doe are u okay?

Yes, I've been feeling okay (so far). I still have suicidal thoughts everyday but I'm not really depressed at this moment. :)

 

[Itzyagirl]

Do you have a plan?

Yea I'm using the SN method

Yes, I've been feeling okay (so far). I still have suicidal thoughts everyday but I'm not really depressed at this moment. :)

That's good I'm happy for u What brought u onto dis site so far it's my favorite spot online everyone is so kind and supportive

 

[akrasia]

I would come here whenever I feel lonely and sad at times and vent out at times. I also talk about mental health/ suicide here where I can't talk about anywhere else.
Are you seeking professional help? Like a talking to a therapist, taking antidepressants, etc

 

[Itzyagirl]

I would come here whenever I feel lonely and sad at times and vent out at times. I also talk about mental health/ suicide here where I can't talk about anywhere else.
Are you seeking professional help? Like a talking to a therapist, taking antidepressants, etc

Yes I have a therapist but ion wanna tell her how I feel bc she gone put me back in inpatient n that's good I'm glad u have a safe outlet to head to n people to talk to on here when ur feeling down

 

[akrasia]

That's totally okay that you don't want to tell her how you feel because you're afraid of getting put away.

Is there anything that you're dealing with that's makes you want to ctb?
Trauma, parent issues, bully, etc

 

[selfhater]

i totally understand u, sorry u r going thru that *hug*