bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Work 2 jobs
Get my own place
Get a car
Try to gain peace

THEN FINALLY CTB!

Hope you guys are with me till the end.
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
We're here. Just curious, roughly how long do you think this will take?
 
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BellaKAT

BellaKAT

Student
May 20, 2018
171
if i could find peace i'd be happy living...
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
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IfHeDiesHeDies

IfHeDiesHeDies

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
383
Work 2 jobs
Get my own place
Get a car
Try to gain peace

THEN FINALLY CTB!

Hope you guys are with me till the end.

Why would you need to achieve all the above in order to CTB?
 
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Rose57

Student
Jan 2, 2019
187
What does CTB stand for? Sorry, I'm new here!
 
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Darrenloses

Darrenloses

Student
Nov 27, 2018
105
I could achieve all that if I didn't have a self defeating mindset
 
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Rose57

Student
Jan 2, 2019
187
Also, does anyone know how long it takes for you to be able to send Messages to other members? I can't send or receive messages because I'm too new
 
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Rose57

Student
Jan 2, 2019
187
Are we allowed to post our emails? I'm just really looking for a suicide partner. I'm ready to CTB!
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Why would you need to achieve all the above in order to CTB?
I don't but its just that i kinda want to before I ctb. Ill ctb before if i don't do it all first.
 
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IfHeDiesHeDies

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
383
I don't but its just that i kinda want to before I ctb. Ill ctb before if i don't do it all first.

I see. Given you can ctb anytime, you might as well achieve all your goals first so you can leave with no regrets.
 
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IfHeDiesHeDies

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
383
Are we allowed to post our emails? I'm just really looking for a suicide partner. I'm ready to CTB!

Go to the partners megathread. You will hv more luck there.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/partners-megathread.1253/
 
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Rose57

Student
Jan 2, 2019
187
Do you know why we can't message each other on the partners thread though? Is it because people are too new? How old is your account have to be to message people?
 
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IfHeDiesHeDies

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
383
Do you know why we can't message each other on the partners thread though? Is it because people are too new? How old is your account have to be to message people?

Your account is too new. Sorry, I don't know how old ur account needs to be before you can PM.
 
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Idorus

Arcanist
Apr 30, 2018
426
Work 2 jobs
Get my own place
Get a car
Try to gain peace

THEN FINALLY CTB!

Hope you guys are with me till the end.

Kratom rules and I love to see it.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
Are we allowed to post our emails? I'm just really looking for a suicide partner. I'm ready to CTB!
It might be good for you to check out the guides that are pointed in the feedback section and if you're looking for a partner post in the partners thread.
I think you have to be here a week or around that and male X number of past to get rights to message people. Just have a quick look at the guides and if you're answer isn't there make a thread in the feedback section and tag a mod. There should also be a last of acronyms if you're not sure on some
 
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stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Work 2 jobs
Get my own place
Get a car
Try to gain peace

THEN FINALLY CTB!

Hope you guys are with me till the end.
Hoping for the best for you.
I may or may not be around, but until then, am always here for you.
 
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GhostedToast

GhostedToast

Wants to disappear
Sep 25, 2018
144
really stupid question maybe what's Kratom
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
really stupid question maybe what's Kratom
kratom-1.jpg


Kratom (Mitragyna speciosa) is a tropical evergreen tree from Southeast Asia and is native to Thailand, Malaysia, Indonesia and Papua New Guinea.

Not a stupid question btw! Kratom isn't that well known.
 
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GhostedToast

Wants to disappear
Sep 25, 2018
144
thanks!
 
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JustMe

New Member
Jan 11, 2019
3
pienso como tu
Terminar mi carrera
Estar en paz con mi familia
Tener mi propia casa y la CTB.
Im with you in the journey
 
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JustMe

New Member
Jan 11, 2019
3
pienso lo mismo
Terminar mi carrera
Estar en paz con mi familia
Encontrar mi propio lugar
Y el CTB
Esperanza you found peace
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
kratom-1.jpg


Kratom (Mitragyna speciosa) is a tropical evergreen tree from Southeast Asia and is native to Thailand, Malaysia, Indonesia and Papua New Guinea.

Not a stupid question btw! Kratom isn't that well known.

Glad to see you have a goal and feel somewhat motivated. I wish your plan will materialized!
I read yr post about Kratom, I was really excited and put many hopes in it, ordered it ,unfortunatelly I get none of the positive effects mentioned :( (i ordered 2 different strains from a letigimate site)
I actually postponed CTB date, hoping it would energize me enough to sort some documents and being able to think clearly to perfectly plan and execute my ctb. I am left a zombie, with impaired memory and cognitive abilities since last years coerced antipsychotic injections.(and myriad of other irreversible health damage)
I have tried everything to temporarily improve this condition in order to ctb succesfully, but to no avail :(
All I feel when I take it is tension in my head and feeling very hot.
Anyway its good that it works for some people, wishing you all the best, love reading your posts
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Glad to see you have a goal and feel somewhat motivated. I wish your plan will materialized!
I read yr post about Kratom, I was really excited and put many hopes in it, ordered it ,unfortunatelly I get none of the positive effects mentioned :( (i ordered 2 different strains from a letigimate site)
I actually postponed CTB date, hoping it would energize me enough to sort some documents and being able to think clearly to perfectly plan and execute my ctb. I am left a zombie, with impaired memory and cognitive abilities since last years coerced antipsychotic injections.(and myriad of other irreversible health damage)
I have tried everything to temporarily improve this condition in order to ctb succesfully, but to no avail :(
All I feel when I take it is tension in my head and feeling very hot.
Anyway its good that it works for some people, wishing you all the best, love reading your posts
Sorry to hear all that. Kratom really isn't for everyone but I'm glad you tried.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,441
Right now I'm at a crossroads and don't get to pick what side I'm going.
On the left side, let's say, I have...
  1. Go into "deep depth electrodes".
  2. Get positive results saying I'm fit for temporal lobecotomy.
  3. Go through said temporal lobecotomy.
  4. The thing works out, if not on the first time, let's say third.
  5. I get weened off of keppra and vimpat
  6. Life is great for, let's say forty years.
  7. I hit seventies-eighties.
  8. Body turns week and brittle.
  9. Initiate SN protocol.
On the right side...
  1. Go into "deep depth electrodes".
  2. Get informed I'm not fit for temporal lobecotomy.
  3. Initiate SN protocol.
The coin is in mid air and I can't reach it.
 
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