• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

E

Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
all the good methods are unavailable to me, and my SI kicks in whenever I try to hang myself. What the FUCK do I do?
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: forgotten15, moths, FuneralCry and 2 others
logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
705
That's quite normal and that's how most of the people here feel.

Maybe you will find another way out of your situation.
 
N

Nati

Member
Nov 6, 2020
33
I have tried to order SN from 4 different sites but something has gone wrong each time
Do you mind sharing what gone wrong? I'm thinking about ordering and I wonder what's the process on that..
 
E

Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
Do you mind sharing what gone wrong? I'm thinking about ordering and I wonder what's the process on that..
One page says my address is incomplete when it is in fact not, one page declines my card, one page doesn't ship outside the US and one page gave me an incorrect reference number
 
  • Like
Reactions: Nati
OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
For hanging you can drink enough alcohol to numb your SI. You can also play chicken with the rope by stepping very close to the edge of the chair if it is full suspension. You can also really focus on what is making you suicidal.
 
  • Like
Reactions: ItsTimeToExit
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,750
I'm sorry you are in this situation. I understand how you feel. I wish it was easier, but we are denied peaceful ways out and the SI also holds me back. We deserve a right to die. It can be like being trapped. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
A

Addi_Madd

Member
Sep 12, 2020
57
Is there a jumping point accessible to you? There's a risk of this method going wrong and leaving you paralysed for life, or dying an undignified agonising death, but at least once you've jumped no SI in the world can fight gravity.
 
  • Like
Reactions: RegretedFeeling
E

Ednospatient

Arcanist
Sep 2, 2021
408
Is there a jumping point accessible to you? There's a risk of this method going wrong and leaving you paralysed for life, or dying an undignified agonising death, but at least once you've jumped no SI in the world can fight gravity.
Letting go of the railing is the hard part
 
  • Like
  • Aww..
Reactions: RegretedFeeling, OnlyTheWind and moths

Similar threads

Rainork
Replies
5
Views
455
Suicide Discussion
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
Someplace_nice
Replies
2
Views
266
Recovery
Paizen
Paizen
starboy2k
Replies
0
Views
112
Suicide Discussion
starboy2k
starboy2k