asphyxiangel

asphyxiangel

bpd baby
Aug 6, 2023
28
i've always been a chronic cutter. used to be on my wrists but now that i'm a little older i tend to do it only on my thighs so it's not as noticeable
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: worthIess, NightTerror, Forveleth and 7 others
Lost_my_soul

Lost_my_soul

No one will help you unless it benefits them
Sep 13, 2023
116
I will end it by SN next month, hope you find peace too.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: vinlander, Praestat_Mori and asphyxiangel
Y

Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
398
These days it's more about what methods are accessible.

Nitrogen or CO gas for peaceful

Jump if I have the balls
 
  • Like
Reactions: Lost cherry, Praestat_Mori and asphyxiangel
SleepySept

SleepySept

Member
Nov 7, 2023
61
I tend to cut on my upper arm since I only wear short sleeves. Sometimes cutting doesn't really give me the effect I want, so I tend to just hit myself in the head.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: FakeSmileGuy, Forveleth, dizzdesi and 1 other person
Sylveon

Sylveon

??/??/20??
Oct 10, 2023
490
Cutting on my thighs with pencil sharpener blades.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth, catsrprettycuteman, asphyxiangel and 1 other person
dizzdesi

dizzdesi

Member
Oct 13, 2023
98
burn baby burn 🔥
it is literally the dumbest way to sh but i've ttried nearly everything and that's the one i turn to the most. so stupid guys...the healing process takes forever, it's difficult to hide, hair and lint and whatever shit can get into it and it's a sticky gooey mess, i have burn scars on my arms and legs that haven't gone away (even the ones i did years ago)...
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: worthIess, maneose, FakeSmileGuy and 3 others
peachchildtenshi

peachchildtenshi

life
Apr 6, 2023
65
i find cutting my thighs to be a bit annoying since it becomes itchy and annoying, though it is great place to hide your scar,
im used to cutting my wrist, given that i wear long sleeves now and then,even so people wouldn't really give a damn
Anyway its SN, given that I already have them on my table just waiting,
 
  • Like
Reactions: touhoufan
tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
1,236
Sorry, just had to say I found the thread title hilarious. Leaving now.
 
  • Yay!
  • Like
Reactions: vinlander, FakeSmileGuy and asphyxiangel
urwelcomelb

urwelcomelb

There was nobody there.
Nov 23, 2023
39
usually by hitting myself on the head or or hitting my head as hard as I can against the wall or floor, but recently I started cutting my thighs with a sharpener blade. I think I'll do it more often, but at the same time it makes my kegs very sore and hard to walk, so it's a but of a bother when I have to go to classes
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Forveleth
owano

owano

just a little guy
Oct 18, 2023
19
Cutting - specifically my upper arm, it's my absolute favorite spot. There, I don't have to be afraid of hitting a tendon or something (the wrists just make me nervous to cut on so then I cut super light and I hate it) but it's also not super fatty to cut through (idk why but it's harder for me to go as deep on my thighs) and it bleeds well. The problem I've been running into is running out of space though (cause I try to have it stay hidden with sleeved shirts).
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
motheaten

motheaten

but don't hate her when she gets up to leave
Nov 4, 2023
13
I like to dig my nails into my arm and just drag as deep and far as i can, and do this multiple times until i draw blood👍
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: FakeSmileGuy, Forveleth and quietwater
skaro

skaro

idk anymore
Oct 25, 2023
51
usually by hitting myself on the head or or hitting my head as hard as I can against the wall or floor, but recently I started cutting my thighs with a sharpener blade. I think I'll do it more often, but at the same time it makes my kegs very sore and hard to walk, so it's a but of a bother when I have to go to classes
I'm just here to let you know you can cause permanent damage to your brain by hitting your head like that, I really wouldn't recommend it
I tend to cut on my upper arm since I only wear short sleeves. Sometimes cutting doesn't really give me the effect I want, so I tend to just hit myself in the head.
You too
 
Last edited:
daze

daze

Waiting for a sign
Nov 11, 2023
15
i've always been a chronic cutter. used to be on my wrists but now that i'm a little older i tend to do it only on my thighs so it's not as noticeable
Its either burning myself with a lighter or cutting, though i prefer cutting cus i like to see the blood. I like to bang my head against the wall sometimes but its not as satisfying cus theres no marks left
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
deadtrace

deadtrace

Member
Aug 7, 2023
74
Another for cutting. Upper thigh. Really trying to move away from arms cause I've got some horrible scars there that my family have seen and idk how I'd cope if they could see more there.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Forveleth and asphyxiangel
B

Bee2023

Member
Aug 23, 2023
6
It used to be cutting. It used to feel sooo good. But now it doesn't help with emotional turmoil as much as it used to. So imma have to find more extreme ways to actually CTB
 
  • Like
Reactions: catsrprettycuteman
thinvy

thinvy

Woefully Yours, Luka
Aug 7, 2023
208
Single edged razorblades. sharp, cheap, and super accessible to me. Plus they're easy to shove in my phone case so I always have a clean, sharp tool.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Informative
Reactions: FakeSmileGuy, Forveleth and asphyxiangel
traumer

traumer

the thorn
Nov 18, 2023
84
i do cut upper thigh (i mean it's a classic at this point) and i also pick skin with my teeth very often... my finger tips are all bloody because of this
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Forveleth and asphyxiangel
tinyghost

tinyghost

go home at dawn sleep in the sun
Sep 13, 2023
209
ive cut on and off for like 10 years. i also started on my wrists and moved to my thighs although now i prefer my upper arms. ive also burned and done a bunch of things, but i think i actually like to bruise and punch myself the most, just cos its easier and less messy than anything else and i love how they look (capricorn)
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
cemetorium

cemetorium

Member
Oct 26, 2020
86
Cutting. I also used to scratch my arms until they bled
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth and Skathon
_Broken_alice

_Broken_alice

She/Her
Nov 19, 2023
226
Cutting has been our go-to for the last ~15 years with a decade break until this year. Upper arms, thighs. Just watching blood run down our body provided a sense of being grounded. Lately mental state has been bad enough that cutting does nothing anymore.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
909
I feel a bit like an outcast by using my stomach, and not arms or legs. I do 6-15 straight lines at a time, trying to make a perfect rectangle shape 🤷🏻‍♀️
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
hermestrimegistus

hermestrimegistus

Specialist
Sep 16, 2023
341
Well when I was younger, it was always razor blade to the forearms, thighs and stomach. Later on it really became focused on upper thighs and lower stomach. Lived at my mother's house, who was right next door to my grandmother's house and we were always at her house. At my grandmother's vanity, there was alway a fresh stack of unused razor blades I would steal. In a very sick way, I honestly miss doing it. There was a sense of relief I have not felt since. Its been a little over a decade since I've done it. Also used to burn myself with metal hair clips, heating them with a lighter, but that was way fewer and far between than the razor blades. Now the only way I self harm is through binge drinking and self sabotage
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Forveleth and asphyxiangel
asphyxiangel

asphyxiangel

bpd baby
Aug 6, 2023
28
I feel a bit like an outcast by using my stomach, and not arms or legs. I do 6-15 straight lines at a time, trying to make a perfect rectangle shape 🤷🏻‍♀️
i used to cut on my stomach too lol
 
  • Like
Reactions: Tesha
f1lth

f1lth

fleabag
Jul 9, 2023
60
i have so so many scars all over my body, including some on my hands and stomach, lower legs, everywhere. I used to cut a lot and i miss it, but now i just hit myself until i bruise or scratch until i break the skin. I wish i still felt like i could cut though
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth
K

kaitekat23

Member
Dec 16, 2023
30
for SH, it's always been cutting. Used to cut on my shoulders near collarbones (still pretty hidden) but it's on my right thigh. I've been clean from it 6 months. The urges are painfully still there.

For CTB, I looked into partial hanging or shallow water blackout. Still not sure though. There's so many methods. I wish I had access to a shotgun but oh well. I'm looking for painless but is there any painless, affordable option out there? probably not, so here's to hoping we find out peaceful end. ❤️🫶
 
lostforever77

lostforever77

Student
Dec 13, 2023
100
I have tried cutting before, it has gotten my mind off of things for a little bit. Still have some scars. Though I think my goto SH is more subtle, I don't take care of myself. I don't eat, no sleep (or sleep way to much), no exorcise. Basically anything that supports life, I just don't do. Its not like a lot of SH, but it can really mess me up, and I would highly suggest not being this level of self destructive.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth and lifewasawillowtv
K

kaitekat23

Member
Dec 16, 2023
30
I have tried cutting before, it has gotten my mind off of things for a little bit. Still have some scars. Though I think my goto SH is more subtle, I don't take care of myself. I don't eat, no sleep (or sleep way to much), no exorcise. Basically anything that supports life, I just don't do. Its not like a lot of SH, but it can really mess me up, and I would highly suggest not being this level of self destructive.
Oh, yeah. I do all of this. Not intentionally though.
 
  • Love
Reactions: FakeSmileGuy
PrincessMeow

PrincessMeow

I want to sleep forever
Nov 21, 2023
27
CO or N, maybe alcohol overdose too
 
Levia@than

Levia@than

They/Them
Dec 20, 2023
23
I normally slit my upper arms. It bleeds easily and is not yard to hide. However, my mom started doing body checks so I have recently had to be more creative. I bite down on the tip of my told until either it goes numb or starts to bleed. It's hurts a lot, giving me a really good release and I don't really need to hide it with anything.
 
  • Love
Reactions: Forveleth
L

lifewasawillowtv

You’re losing me
Nov 12, 2023
216
Cutting upper thighs. Arms used to be my favourite spot and sometimes wrists but it got too hard to hide. Used to bite myself as a kid as well on my arms ig if that counts, so harming myself there has always been a long term favourite spot.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Forveleth

Similar threads

rinkachan
Replies
11
Views
438
Suicide Discussion
rinkachan
rinkachan
cazza82
Replies
2
Views
161
Suicide Discussion
cazza82
cazza82
cazza82
Replies
0
Views
64
Suicide Discussion
cazza82
cazza82
W
Replies
21
Views
414
Suicide Discussion
Neowise
Neowise