I cant do this shit anymore. I'm tired if trying. I keep trying find stability that doesnt exist. I can blame myself, i can name systemic problems, it doesn't matter why to me anymore. I can not handle this shit anymore. Ive tried. Im going to kill myself and I'm ready to be done. Im tired. I tired if trying. Im tired of assimilating. If anyone wants to know why I died it was exhaustion with being too functioning for benefits but too impaired to work the way they want us to. Im ready to kill myself.
I just dont know what method to try next. I punk out with jumping. I dont have a gun. But maybe I should get one. Could i get one? Im exhausted. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. Thanks to ny forner employer thanks. You laying me off was what I needed to stop pretending its be possible for me to work. Turns out i cant. Too crazy, too disabled, too sick.
Next time offering sn ir nembutal in your separation agreement
I just dont know what method to try next. I punk out with jumping. I dont have a gun. But maybe I should get one. Could i get one? Im exhausted. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. Thanks to ny forner employer thanks. You laying me off was what I needed to stop pretending its be possible for me to work. Turns out i cant. Too crazy, too disabled, too sick.
Next time offering sn ir nembutal in your separation agreement
