oxymoron

oxymoron

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Jul 18, 2019
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After going through a tortuous 18 hour day filled with psychotic depression, maddening anxiety and soul wrecking emotional trauma coupled with other physical issues, when it's finally time to sleep, I find myself aboard the flight of tinnitus with its 200 decibel drilling noise right across my ear plane. Now, couple it up with insomnia and neighbor upstairs who won't stop thudding the floor late into the night.

You give me one reason to stay alive.
 
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pole

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Sep 18, 2018
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i'm sorry, that sounds terrible. i dont even know what to say. tinnitus seems awful, but combining that with insomnia and depression is just too much weight to shoulder and carry for someone.

hope you find peace.
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Oct 4, 2018
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Have you tried lorazepam? It saved my life when i had tinnitus. I recently wrote to someone else here about my experiences with that horrible ailment years ago.
 
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oxymoron

oxymoron

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Jul 18, 2019
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Have you tried lorazepam? It saved my life when i had tinnitus. I recently wrote to someone else here about my experiences with that horrible ailment years ago.
Is this drug OTC?
i'm sorry, that sounds terrible. i dont even know what to say. tinnitus seems awful, but combining that with insomnia and depression is just too much weight to shoulder and carry for someone.

hope you find peace.
And I have

MDD
BPD and
IBS
 
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Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

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Jul 29, 2019
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I know what is insomnia only. I wish you can find peace my friend.
 
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woxihuanni

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The neighbours would be enough to want to ctb for me. Wish you relief from pain. Hugs
 
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CURSED again

CURSED again

please help
Aug 15, 2019
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After going through a tortuous 18 hour day filled with psychotic depression, maddening anxiety and soul wrecking emotional trauma coupled with other physical issues, when it's finally time to sleep, I find myself aboard the flight of tinnitus with its 200 decibel drilling noise right across my ear plane. Now, couple it up with insomnia and neighbor upstairs who won't stop thudding the floor late into the night.

You give me one reason to stay alive.
You are not alone - reading through your post i thought i was reading about me (only without the neighbors part) - i get only about 3 hours sleep at night and i have the hyperacusis weirdnesss along with the tinnitus. Other physical ailments etc. Your not alone life can be hell which is why i wish i had N. I use a white noise machine on either side of bed - helps a little. Hope things get better. hug
 
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oxymoron

oxymoron

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Just got fired. My job was the only thing left in my life. Guess it makes it easier for me now.
 
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