Redleaf1992

Redleaf1992

Just leave us the f*ck alone!
Feb 3, 2024
208
Sorry I don't like to vent, but I needed to get it off my chest. I was returning from working a few days in London and saw this homeless person.

It was so visible how much he was suffering, he was elderly, skinny, shivering and his face said it all. People just walk past like he wasn't there.

After buying him some food, I spent the train journey crying thinking how fucked up everything is.

No one has the right to tell someone that they care and they're not alone. No one gives a shit about anyone, it's all shallow words.

No one has the right to tell someone that that things will get magically better, because that just isn't the case. Do you think it will get better for the elderly homeless guy? No he will die suffering on the street.

We allow people to suffer and suffer, without giving a shit - and then when they want a exit we refuse them and tell them they gotta live on through their suffering…because things will get better right?

Fuck this world. I keep switching back and forward with wanting to cbting with a loose plan of doing it on the 17th of March. Shit like this just tells me world ain't worth it.
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

Arcanist
Jan 21, 2024
400
Sorry I don't like to vent, but I needed to get it off my chest. I was returning from working a few days in London and saw this homeless person.

It was so visible how much he was suffering, he was elderly, skinny, shivering and his face said it all. People just walk past like he wasn't there.

After buying him some food, I spent the train journey crying thinking how fucked up everything is.

No one has the right to tell someone that they care and they're not alone. No one gives a shit about anyone, it's all shallow words.

No one has the right to tell someone that that things will get magically better, because that just isn't the case. Do you think it will get better for the elderly homeless guy? No he will die suffering on the street.

We allow people to suffer and suffer, without giving a shit - and then when they want a exit we refuse them and tell them they gotta live on through their suffering…because things will get better right?

Fuck this world. I keep switching back and forward with wanting to cbting with a loose plan of doing it on the 17th of March. Shit like this just tells me world ain't worth it.
Unfortunately we live in this fucked up world. I can relate your feelings, we are in the same boat.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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This world is the worst of all possible worlds
 
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Already_dead_inside

Already_dead_inside

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Mar 6, 2024
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Sorry I don't like to vent, but I needed to get it off my chest. I was returning from working a few days in London and saw this homeless person.

It was so visible how much he was suffering, he was elderly, skinny, shivering and his face said it all. People just walk past like he wasn't there.

After buying him some food, I spent the train journey crying thinking how fucked up everything is.

No one has the right to tell someone that they care and they're not alone. No one gives a shit about anyone, it's all shallow words.

No one has the right to tell someone that that things will get magically better, because that just isn't the case. Do you think it will get better for the elderly homeless guy? No he will die suffering on the street.

We allow people to suffer and suffer, without giving a shit - and then when they want a exit we refuse them and tell them they gotta live on through their suffering…because things will get better right?

Fuck this world. I keep switching back and forward with wanting to cbting with a loose plan of doing it on the 17th of March. Shit like this just tells me world ain't worth it.
I agree that no one gives a shit about anyone anymore. In my personal like strangers have behavved as if they care more than my family or supposed boyfriend. Im tired of hearing this will get better, no it wont.

That was kind of you to help the homeless person. Good job. <3
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,195
dog eat dog world i guess. saw a movie about some arctic place, when a sled dog out performed, they shot it and the others gobbled it up. also watching a series about ww2 and pows ate a cat for protein. i hate this world too.
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
771
u sound like a genuinely good/kind person. i'm sorry, u must hurt all the time🫂u prob made that man's day & brought some warmth to it, if that's any consolation.
 
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Raven2

Raven2

Specialist
Dec 1, 2022
342
Just goes to show you have a good heart and showing someone some kindness. Need more of you in the world.
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,008
life is cruel
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,395
It truly is such a hellish place, I know that no matter what I could never wish to exist in this world filled with endless suffering and so much senseless cruelty.
 
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Ash’Girl

Ash’Girl

Girl, Interrupted
Apr 29, 2022
386
Humanity has become disconnected. There's little by way of community anymore. There's a loneliness pandemic because of it, I think. But also a lack of empathy as many people think in terms of us and them… they turn a blind eye to what they don't want to see, to what doesn't immediately impact their lives, or what they may feel "obligated" to assist in - which would mean they had to give something of themselves.

A blind eye to poverty, war, grief, torture, trafficking, homelessness, starvation, whatever. All the things people don't want to see, because they're messy, and visceral, and terrifying.

I'm generalising. There are people with empathy, you're obviously one. But it feels that the balance tipped a long time ago in terms of who gives a shit and who doesn't.

But I also think it's about what people feel they don't have the resources, energy or power to fight.

Thank you for caring about this old man. I'm sure just being seen and acknowledged by you brought him more comfort than even the food.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,458
you've got billionaires and people starving to death that should tell you all you need to know about humanity is that nobody gives a shit unless it happening to them this world is one fucked up place to be alive humanity as a collective is a disgrace nobody gives a shit let them all starve to death i don't want anything just nothing for all time this place is just pure evil
 
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Redleaf1992

Redleaf1992

Just leave us the f*ck alone!
Feb 3, 2024
208
u sound like a genuinely good/kind person. i'm sorry, u must hurt all the time🫂u prob made that man's day & brought some warmth to it, if that's any consolation.

Just goes to show you have a good heart and showing someone some kindness. Need more of you in the world.

Thank you for the kind words. But honestly I don't feel like a good person. I'm just like most people who waste their money on needlessly consumerism which could have been used in helping others.
 
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SoulCage

SoulCage

Member
Dec 28, 2023
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you've got billionaires and people starving to death that should tell you all you need to know about humanity is that nobody gives a shit unless it happening to them this world is one fucked up place to be alive humanity as a collective is a disgrace nobody gives a shit let them all starve to death i don't want anything just nothing for all time this place is just pure evil
It totally is... Supermarkets and food processing companies rather throw away food than giving it away to the people in need.
Wealthy individuals buy up housing and leave them empty for future returns or have the power to demand insane rents.
If we would be truly a fair and empathic society (which every pro-lifer says we are), then those individuals would be punished for their actions that only benefit themselves. Some might argue that people who made tons of profit reinvest the money in jobs and inventions that benefit society. And I am sure there are a few that do, but the majority simply doesn't and spend it on bullshit projects like going to Mars or useless products like augmented reality glasses.

I am not a specialist in economics and understanding the flow of money is very complex, but seeing that all many big companies report record profits every year while mental/physical health and fertility is declining everywhere... Something's not right
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

Experienced
Jul 30, 2020
261
It is just getting worse every day. Why the Hell can't I just get out.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,414
But every one is going around giving thoughts and prayers. It's going to fix the world.
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Sorry I don't like to vent, but I needed to get it off my chest. I was returning from working a few days in London and saw this homeless person.

It was so visible how much he was suffering, he was elderly, skinny, shivering and his face said it all. People just walk past like he wasn't there.

After buying him some food, I spent the train journey crying thinking how fucked up everything is.

No one has the right to tell someone that they care and they're not alone. No one gives a shit about anyone, it's all shallow words.

No one has the right to tell someone that that things will get magically better, because that just isn't the case. Do you think it will get better for the elderly homeless guy? No he will die suffering on the street.

We allow people to suffer and suffer, without giving a shit - and then when they want a exit we refuse them and tell them they gotta live on through their suffering…because things will get better right?

Fuck this world. I keep switching back and forward with wanting to cbting with a loose plan of doing it on the 17th of March. Shit like this just tells me world ain't worth it.
I agree 100% no matter what people tell you - that they care it's nothing more than a crock of shit. No one cares about anyone else anymore. They use you, abuse you and dump you. Nice really fucking nice. I am no longer the person I was
 
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dreambound

dreambound

Student
Dec 14, 2021
109
Your kindness would have been noticed by the people around you, the passers-by, & you would have made a
difference to not only the homeless man.
...there is the opinion that situations of poverty are a direct result of humanity's disconnection from nature, the widespread
destruction of the environment..
As poster 'ashers girl' said 'people feel they don't have the resources to fight' & i think maybe there is also that the
passers-by are themselves uncomfortable, & can understand the lack of hope behind society's facade.......
 
Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
"this is the best of all possible worlds" a quote said by Candide after each time he's horribly mistreated. Great book
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,336
This world truly isn't worth it and contains so much unnecessary and cruel suffering. It's awful just how much people suffer for the ones living good lives to invalidate their suffering. Life is truly something I don't want to live and those who say I'm irrational for wanting death are themselves irrational instead. There's suffering and pain all around us and yet people like to insist that life is good. This is the extent of this rotten human nature
 
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